Note: The song is by Selena. *sob* isn't it just so pretty and so incredibly sad?
Shattered Heart
I know you have a new love, nevertheless, I wish you the best.
If in me, you found no happiness, perhaps someone else will give it to you…
I only loved him. I was a fool for taking so long to tell him. My heart is broken. Shattered. My dreams are dead and crushed. All I can say now is I was a fool. He found somebody else.
Today I leave, I know how to lose
But, oh, how it hurts…
I can only do one thing. Leave. It doesn't matter how much it hurts to lose him. I know how to lose, and hurt… the hurt continues eat away at my soul.
I don't know if I'll be able to love again
Because I gave you all the love that I could give…
I'll never love again. Never. I've learned. I thought he was different. That he wouldn't rip my heart apart. But he did. Crying won't solve anything. I'm beyond tears. All I feel is empty. Empty as a vast nothing stretched before me. Oh, and it hurts. Hurt beyond the worst death.
If you were to see how it hurts to lose your love
With your farewell, you take with you
My heart.
I never lost his love. I always had it. He told me so. I was just too foolish and prideful to say anything. Goodbye and Farewell is final. But maybe our separation has to be final.
Eternity.
Gomen, Satoshi-Chan for any pain I have ever caused you.
Goodbye Satoshi, I'll love you until forever ends.