Undisclosed Desires

So, I've been away for quite some time and now I'm kinda back with another story. This is just something quick that I wrote and I will probably continue with this, even though it sounds good as a one-shot as well. Attack on Titan season three part two is out now and I have all the feels crushing my mind like crazy, that's why I wanted to write this so much. Hope you will like it, please leave reviews!

1.

Was it okay to look at these websites? What if someone found out? Was it okay to dive deep into the waters of his unsolved desires? He didn't know but covered the webcam on his computer with tape anyway, and turned off his microphone before entering the stream with a young man who was just getting naked. Lean body with defined muscles, black hair with undercut, coal gray eyes piercing the camera with force so strong it could kill literally anyone. The man looked so intimidating, yet he was so tiny it didn't work really well altogether. But Erwin somehow thought he was cute. It had been a while since he felt the urge to masturbate, and it had been even longer since he had a boner just from looking at someone. So when he logged into that stream for the very first time, he had no expectations whatsoever. But a huge strike of desire assaulted his insides when he looked at the man on the other side of the network. There was something undeniably hot and familiar about his presence, so much that he was getting hard just by looking at the screen. And for the first time in a long lost history, Erwin felt a wave of pleasure filling up his body it made him almost cum.

Erwin Smith, the young and very respected owner of Survey company, wasn't entirely new to porn streams, needless to say he wasn't new to spending his money on entertainment like this, because with his insane amount of work, he hadn't been able to relax, so this was his only way of doing it. Still, he sure was new to porn streams with another male, for he usually paid for girls but it hadn't been really working for him anymore. Slowly, he lost the attraction towards females, not that he suddenly stopped liking women, but his preference was surely elsewhere, he just couldn't admit the fact that girls no longer were able to warm him up. Caught up in a moment, Erwin almost forgot to answer the nice guy on the other side of the wire, who sat on his bed, legs wide open as if he was practicing his middle split, and throwing his chin at the camera with clear anticipation in his eyes that resembled the rainy sky.

"So, where's your face and voice? Haven't got any, fucker? Or are you just as ugly as I think you are? Or maybe some higher-up hetero who's too ashamed of his own preferences, are we? Don't waste your fucking money on me if you're not willing to take chances and risk something in return for the best night of your worthless life."

As the other guy spoke, taken aback by his nasty tongue, Erwin checked his profile info to find out who he was actually giving his money to.

Levi.

Rather young, he seemed to be in his early twenties, very small, yet quite confident. There were photos of him that Erwin thought were a little too neat for someone who was a whore but he scrolled through them anyway just out of curiosity. Another thing that caught his attention was a number of followers this guy had. It was insanely high as if people actually found amusement in his nasty talking and his honest personality. Something, that Erwin thought he would hate. They were so different it could even be a crime to meet like that. After a moment the blond typed his answer without showing off his face, name or voice. He wanted to be anonymous.

Hello, I'd rather stay anonymous, if you don't mind, what you certainly don't because you might be disappointed in what you would see. Or not, I leave that to your imagination, it's a part of how I deal with this, let the imagination flow through your mind. Also, strip completely and start touching yourself. Now. It's an order, obey it.

He could see Levi leaning closer to his computer to read his message, he could see Levi furrowing his perfectly shaped thin eyebrows, and then he could see Levi getting back on the bed. And when he spoke again, he stole Erwin's breath right underneath his mouth.

"So fucker, maybe you're paying and maybe you've been used to some other people who were getting treated like shit and still were happy about themselves. But talk to me that way again and be sure I will fucking find you and kill the shit out of you so much that you'll wish you'd be dead ten times over before I finish with you. Are we fucking clear?" But as he spoke, his long fingers undid the cravat around his neck, throwing it shamelessly on the floor, then moving slowly down to his white pants, the belt clicked in the silence and pierced the thickness hanging in the air. Erwin couldn't take his eyes off Levi, who had stolen all his ability to think, and as his elegant hands moved provocatively down to hook his fingers to the hem of his pants, the blond stopped breathing for a moment. The fabric slowly rubbed against his bare thighs and disappeared down between his ankles as he proceeded to strip. Then Levi kicked it off with disinterest, leaving only the white boxers encircling his manhood. The fantasy spilled inside of Erwin's mind, forcing him to think about what it would be like to touch those exposed parts of the raven's body. How it would feel like if his own fingertips examined the unknown landscape of someone who made him into a puddle full of lust with just so little effort, and he reached out to the hem of his sweatpants to free his penis. The monster waiting to be unleashed rested in his broad palm, full of anticipation and madness of the soul, which played the melody of unknown attraction. Levi. The guy was more than Erwin wanted to admit.

He gave his throbbing length a few strokes before leaning closer to his laptop to write another message for Levi all the while looking at the screen as if there was a new cure for humanity's stupidity discovered. The other man didn't look like he cared about the message, and although he clearly read it, he didn't let it disturb him in any way. He had a way of knowing what would fit Erwin's needs the most, but for him to be that attentive from the very beginning was something utterly new for the blond. No wonder he was taken aback by it, pre-cum already leaking on the tip of his own cock as he saw Levi bending over his bed to give him the best view ever possible while slowly taking off his boxers.

You're amazing, Levi.

As much as Erwin wanted to tell Levi what he should do to make him feel the heat more, he didn't have to do anything, because the raven already knew. That strange feeling rising in the back of his head was getting a little too noticeable and he couldn't swallow it. The guy on the other side of the network just seemed so familiar it almost scared him. Erwin just couldn't recall when or where was it that he met him. Narrowing his gaze to the screen more, he spat in his palm, leaned back in the chair so he could envelop fingers around his pleading manhood, and after a while filled the room with the music of his mellow moans, complementing the silent, wet slapping noises that accelerated every second.

Levi put his boxers away, knelt on the bed and slowly lowered his chest to the cushions, pushing his butt up to give Erwin another good spectacle. He spread his legs and turned his head over the shoulder a little so the observer could see his whole face filled with desire, cheek pressed on the pillow so harshly it made him look almost cute. Sliding one finger slowly into his mouth to make it wet while looking right into the camera made the blond's cock twitch in anticipation, and then Levi moved to his backdoor and slid the finger in with a soft whimper attacking Erwin's ears.

"Fuck me hard so the only word I know is your name." The hoarse voice followed the little moans burning on Levi's lips, and as it disappeared into the night, he added a second finger to the party, shoving it in harshly. The blue orbs of his watcher's eyes were shining in the dim light coming from the computer, creating an abyss of undisclosed desire that couldn't be fulfilled.

As you command, Levi, it would be my pleasure.

A quick response written with one hand, the other one being occupied with work on his length. Sloppy and rushed movements that didn't actually go well with the neat looking businessman, cracked moans of the upcoming climax. Their voices melting together like ice cream on a warm summer day, the perturbing need, the nerve-wracking distance, the unsaid pleading for more. And then the call.

Erwin's phone buzzed for the third time when he finally realized someone had been desperately trying to get his attention. Without reaching a needed peak, he jerked in his chair with surprise and cursed. Quickly shutting down the Stream while clumsily trying to wipe his pre-cum and spit off of his hand, he answered the phone call with a little too much urgency. And as the person on the other side spoke, he tried to catch a breath and find his usual composure again.

"I'm sorry, what was it that you called for? I think the reception here is a little bit off, I couldn't hear you properly. Would you be so nice to repeat it again?" His dick slowly softening as he watched the screen of his computer showing just one plain sentence.

The Stream has ended.

Leaving Levi to his own faith and destiny, he thought about how he had lost so much more than just a good night wanking. He sighed.

TBC...