Title: The Edge Of Darkness

Rating: K+ or T

Warning: Character death, blood and so on. Also contains the tiniest bit of yaoi if you squint

Characters: Prussia, Canada ( Human AU)

Summary: He remembers him. The boy with the indigo eyes. The boy which he might have destroyed. The boy which he cared about the most

Disclaimer: If I owned Hetalia, it would have turned into a yaoi manga long ago

The Edge Of Darkness

Just another boy standing on the edge

Just another boy who happened to be there

I don't know

If I saved you

Or destroyed you

Beer and champagne

A perfect cocktail

Bitter yet sweet

Just like you

Red

The colour of anger, the colour of my eyes

Your blood

Was black yet red when you slit your wrists that day

Did you feel not only anger

But black hatred as well?

Your eyes

They are blue

But not the bright blue of the summer sky

They remind me of the raging ocean

The color of mystery

Cerulean eyes are for the innocent

Are you?

Morphine

Your favorite

Your way of suppressing memories

Your way of hiding everything

I prefer procaine

I don't want to forget all

I don't want to dull all the pain

I'm scared

I'll leave you one day

I'll remember you by your eyes

Destruction

It's done

I'm to blame

Because I'm not the one

Yet I am

Because I can feel

I can see your dark side

I know what will happen

Black

The color of death

Are you dead?

No

You live

In my heart

AN: For those who do not understand the story, here's the poem written into normal writing

First stanza: Matthew is about to commit suicide as he is depressed from being ignored all the happens to be there and saves him. He then becomes Matthew's friend. As the first stanza is written when Matt is dead and Gilbert is reflecting on his past, he wonders if he was the cause of his death

Second stanza: Gilbert thinks that Matthew used to be sweet and kind, but the world has turned him bitter and cold

Third stanza: Gilbert thinks that Matthew is still hurting and he feels a deep hatred for those who wronged him

Fourth stanza: Gilbert thinks of Matthew's eyes, and he reflects on how he thinks Matthew is not innocent even though he looks naïve

Fifth stanza: Matthew has slowly spiraled downwards to using drugs. (Morphine is a very strong painkiller) Gilbert doesn't use such strong drugs as he is afraid of suddenly leaving this world one day. (Note: Gilbert was already an addict before Matt came into his life so in the first stanza he thinks he destroyed Matt by getting him into drugs)

Sixth stanza: Matt has already lost it by then and Gilbert knows he will kill himself in the end

Seventh stanza: Matthew is dead but Gilbert still remembers him forever

So..Good or bad? Review and let me know! Also, sorry for grammar mistakes if there are any! English is not my first language and the grammar here is different!