So here is something that I wrote like, ages ago and I just found it and decided to put it up. This is just chapter 1. I don't really know how to add more chapters cause there's more so yeah...Here it is! I own nothing. If I did, there would be a few changes *grins evily and goes off to plan something*


Raven sat alone on the edge of the Titan Tower, her feet dangling over the edge. She felt the rain. She heard the thunder and saw the lightning. She knew that she should have gone inside a long time ago, yet she sat there, like a dark, beautiful statue. What she once held so dear to her, was now gone. And now she felt nothing but hollow sadness and emptiness. She felt nothing. She wanted nothing. She was nothing.

"Raven…?" Came a voice from behind the dark girl.

"Yes Beast Boy?" She asked, sighing and expecting the worst.

"Can I sit here?" Asked the young changeling softly, a worried look on his face.

"I don't care." Raven said. Beast Boy sat next to Raven, his feet dangling over the edge.

"I'm sorry…" He said after a while. Raven looked over at the young boy. His normally sparkling emerald eyes no longer sparkled, but were filled with sadness and remorse.

"It's something that no one can change. It happened. And now we'll just have to deal with it…" Raven rasped, her voice catching in her throat.

"I know…But you've been up here all alone since…the incident…I'm worried… Everyone is..." The young boy said. Raven stayed silent for a moment

"Why? What does it matter? They keep living thier perfect, happy lives." Raven said bitterly.

"Who here has a perfect life? We all have our flaws. Starfire is an alien. That's not really a flaw, but still. Not perfect. Cyborg is either rejected by people he wants to meet or he gets liked for the wrong reasons. I'm green, but totally handsome of course. Robis is just a little crazy. No one here is perfect." Beast Boy said.

"You guys can all feel something. You are all allowed to feel emotions, have relationships, are free to do whatever it is that you want to. I can't do that. I'm destined to destroy the Earth and kill you guys, I can't feel anything or else I'll lose control of my powers and hurt or kill someone." Raven said bitterly.

"We've all got our limits. We can't do anything we want. Sure we can feel, but that makes it worse. We can feel the rejection. Feel the pain of people thinking we're freaks for something that we can't help. We know what it's like to lose someone close to us." Beast Boy argued.

"And what the hell do you know about losing someone? Tara? She'll come back. And she was evil. I don't care what you say. She was psycho. She went with Slade and tried to kill us all and almost succeded. Your parents? Non of us have parents anymore. Starfire does, but she can't see them that often. Cyborg does, but he can't see them after what happened. God knows what Robin's deal is. I don't have parents. I don't know where my mother is, my father is king of the underworld and wants to use me to take over humanity." Raven said angrily, floating off the ground.

"I don't get you Raven. You see other people's pain and you see it as though it's something they should be able to get over, but once something like this happens to you, you do nothing but mope. I mean, you mope anyway, but more so than normal. You're always telling people to look on the bright side of things, in that wierd way of yours, but you never do. Take your own advice!" Beast Boy said.

"What is the bright side to this? I've lost the one person who made me feel things. The one person who allowed me to feel. I didn't break anything when I was with them. I didn't lose control or try to hurt something or someone. I was Raven with them. I didn't have to be a super hero or a wierdo in the corner or the daughter of Trigon or anything like that. I can just be Raven. And now that person is gone and a part of me has died and I don't know what to do now. What do you suggeset I do? How do I fulfill that part of me that died? How?!" Raven said, debrie crashing around her.

"Raven! It's okay! You have friends. People who care about you. People who wont leave you and who are there to listen to you. Please! If you need to, talk to one of us. We love you and want you to be happy! Why can't you see that?! We really do care about you! Please just open up!" Beast Boy cried over the noise as he dodged random bits of stone and concrete.

"I wish I could love you back or even show some emotion to you, but I can't. I can't love you guys back. I can't do anything like that. I'm sorry." Raven said, falling to the ground, tears falling down her cheeks. Beast Boy rested a hand on Raven's shoulder.

"It doesn't matter if you can or not. We're your friends and we love you no matter what. What would our team be like without your sarcasm and great love of waffles?" Beast Boy said, smiling and brushing the tears from Raven's cheeks. Raven smiled softly.

"Thanks Beast Boy." She said.

"Anytime." Beast Boy said and he sat back down next to Raven and smiled softly.


So who is this mysterious person? Well that's for me to find out cause I can't really remember where I was going with this....A little Rave and Beast Boy fluff...I don't really like the couple, which I know people do and it's really popular and shil, but whatever. I just think that they're wierd together. Better friends than anything else...Anyhoos. If I can figure out how to put more chapters onto here, then I will, but until then!

Farewell!

~Pheen 3