I do not own twilight S.M. does.

Chapter 1

It's been ten years since I've seen the Cullens. God I miss them. I bet they've changed. Is Carlisle my papa that I love so much? Or is Esmee still my mama that could make the best apple pie in the world? Is Alice still this big ball of energy obsessed with pink? Is Emmet still my big teddy that protects me from everything? And finally but definitely not least is Edward still drop dead gorgeous? Is his hair still disarray or what I like to call it "sex hair"? Are his eye as green as when I last saw them, are his muscles still as buff as I remembered from lat hugging them? Are his legs still long and powerful like I remembered? I know you must be wondering why I haven't mentioned his mouth, but something so godly would take forever to describe. His lips were so soft looking that you just had the erg to lick them as soon as you see them. And when he curves them into a crooked grin, dear god in heaven you want to pounce on that delicious divine boy of his and...i was shaken awake by the crying of my babies. I jumped out of bed and ran down the hall to their nursery. God I swear this house is too freaking big! I looked in their room and saw that both my twin girls were up crying. They must have had another nightmare. I had to guess because even though they are one they can't talk just walk. But I'm not complaining cause I swear if I didn't know any better I'd say that they were Alice's kids. They're so small but they have so much energy they're like watching a movie on fast forward. I looked at my babies and picked them up. "Toni, Ali what's wrong?" they looked up and started to play with my hair. "Did you have another bad dream?" I asked. They both nodded. I walked over to the rocking chair fit for two and started rocking trying to get them back to sleep. I asked them if they wanted me to sing. They nodded so I sang one of many songs I wrote.

He says the way my brown eyes shine

Put those Washington stars to shame at night

I say that's a lie

Just a boy in a Volvo truck.

That had a tendency of getting stuck

On back roads at night

And I was right there beside him for ten years long

But before we noticed or realized ten years had gone

But when you thought bella swan you sang my favourite song

The one we dance to all night long

And moon was a spotlight on our meadow.

When you thought happiness

You thought that midnight blue dress

You thought of my head on your chest

And my faded blue jeans

When you thought Bella swan I hope you think of me.

September saw a month of tears

I'm thanking god that you weren't here to see me like that.

In a box beneath my bed is a letter that

You never read from ten years back.

It's so hard not to find it all a little bitter sweet

But when you finally came and read that letter the first words you'll read Is when

You thought Bella swan you sang my favourite song

The one we dance to all night long

And moon was a spotlight on our meadow.

When you thought happiness

You thought that midnight blue dress

You thought of my head on your chest

And my faded blue jeans

When you thought Bella swan I hope you think of me.

I don't know why but I always felt like that song was never finished. I think I wrote it a year after they left. I looked and saw that both my girls were asleep. I placed them in the crib, kissed their foreheads and went back to my room. I started thinking about how Edward was my everything for those ten years. and with that I fell asleep.