Bella's P.O.V

I was married to the most insanely beautiful man in the whole universe. I still thought i was the lucky one, despite Edward telling me that the lucky one was actually him. I had a perfect life. I had a wonderful husband, a beautiful daughter, Renesmee, a loving family, and amazing friends. I was a vampire now, something i absolutely loved, and had wanted for a very long time. I would never go back to being human. As a vampire i felt everything, i felt life itself, i felt the world around me and I loved it.

I shuddered when i felt Edward's cool breath down my neck.

"Hello my love." he smiled my favourite smile at me.

I curled my fingers round his and pulled him closer to me.

"I love you." i said warmly and i introduced his lips to mine.

He soon caught up to my mood and he put his arm around my waist. He carried me to our meadow, running through the forest, while he was kissing me passionately. He set me down in the fresh grass, flowers surrounding us. He kissed down my neck as the daisies of the meadow brushed my cheek softly. I will love you everyday of forever my sweet, sweet Bella.

I got caught up in the moment and what had seemed like minutes, was really hours. I had closed my eyes for a few minutes, taking in the smell of the meadow, and the sounds of birds chirping. Everything was as it should be.

"Maybe we should get back to Renesmee, Edward?" I kept my eyes firmly shut. "Edward? Should we go back now?"

"Bella, who are you talking to? Are you having another dream?" said a voice to my left. I opened up my eyes. Everything was dull in contrasting colours. Nothing was vibrant anymore. I couldn't hear all the way to the freeway and I couldn't smell anything. I had a strange hunger for chocolate. What the hell was going on?

"Bella, stop day dreaming, Alice is here to take you shopping since the wedding is in less than a month."

I looked to my left. The figure that had been speaking to me had been Charlie!

"Dad! What are we doing here? Why am I in my room? I was at Edward's house."

"No Bella, you were dreaming. Edward is out of town, remember? Now come on! Up and out of bed, get ready and head out shopping! We need to be organised for this wedding!"

He left me there. In myroom, in my house, my old life. I was no longer a vampire. I hadn't married Edward yet, I hadn't had my beautiful daughter Renesmee. No big fight with the Volturi. What the hell was happening to me? I pulled out my cell phone and dialled in the number. "Alice. We have to talk, right now. Meet you in the Sandmount coffee shop in ten minutes. Something big has happened. With that I hung up and started to get ready, having to shower, use the toilet and grab a bite to eat. All things I hadn't done in years. But somehow I was here. And I was not who I used to be, and right then, for the first time in what had been years, I didn't feel safe.