So this is sorta my epilogue to "Tomorrow" It's pretty much L's thoughts in MU.

enjoy :)


Endless.

Surrounded by echoes, lost in time, not able to remember…

Where are all the voices coming from? They weren't here a moment ago…I've spent years here in silence…or has it been minutes? Weeks? Time passes…unevenly, if it passes at all.

It's impossible to focus on anything. The sounds all blur into each other, and there is nothing to see here.

Am I dead?

How did I get here?

There was an angel above me, touching me, holding me.

He was perfect, beautiful. Honey eyes looked down at me…

But who was he?

He was perfect…no, he was evil…but he was…

I knew him…Where did I know him from?

Our lips touched…our breathing hitched…

From…there?

Where I used to reside, that world with light and warmth…

Was that heaven?

Compared to that, this could only be described as hell…

Have I always been this confused?

Or is this place already sinking into my head, causing memory loss and deliria?

The voices are gone…

They've been replaced with white noise…

Water, falling, every drip hitting tile…

A sound that should make me remember something important…

But I only remember the feel as it hits my skin.

Drenching me.

Didn't I…promise him something?

What did I promise?

Who is he and what did I tell him?

If I'm here, then I must have failed…

Does the angel miss me?

No, why would he?

To be damned to hell means I am not worthy of his grace.

Again, no.

Heaven let me think he was and angel.

Didn't I know better?

So then what did I promise him?

WHO IS HE?

I-I have to know…

I have to know what I promised him.

What I failed to do…

We…what were we?

What was he to me…

What was I to him?

Tell me…

I need to know…

I know I rarely cried.

Though I can't feel here, I remember what it was like.

Salty tears and tight chests...
If I could still, I would.

The water is still running,

And it should comfort me…

But as this point, I don't think that anything really can.

Just tell me, before more memories fade away.

Before I fade away completely.

I am in a floating nightmare.

I reach out.

But nothing is there.

My head is clouded and I can't remember.

Flashing lights and sparkles fill my view.

But where are you?

I feel so lost here.

I feel so alone.

As if I exist outside of time.

Outside of life.

I will never remember.

Because that would give me closure.

And this world is endless~