A/N: Hey just another one shot. I've become a little more confident about my poetry so I'm trying out another one on you guys. Please review and let me know if it sucked or not. And please if you are reviewing to tell me it sucked, don't do it in a mean way. I beg of you. Anyways as usual it's about my fave couple - Kitty/Pietro, she's caught up in her musings.

I don't own X Men Evolution but I do claim my rights to the poem.

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~All these different emotions mixed up in my head,

Listening to everything people have said.

But ignoring what I feel in my heart,

Has left me limp and sick with pain,

That my face, my tears has stained. ~

Kitty sat on the grass under her favourite tree in the park. She let out a sniffle and dried her tears once again only for them to replaced by some more. She brought her legs up to her chest, hugging them for warmth, staring up at the slivery fluorescent moon. How could she have been so stupid? She let him just walk right out - right out of her life. Why did she listen to everyone else but herself? *Why did I say all those horrible things to him? Things that I didn't mean, things that weren't true, things that I wish I could take back.* Kitty's heart literally ached which caused her entire body to ache as well.

"He's with someone else now and I've like got to learn to accept that." Kitty spoke to no one in particular. She stared once more at the silver moon. A silver that drew no comparison to the platinum hair of a certain young speed demon. She closed her eyes and imagined his face - his large azure eyes, his cute smile, his perfectly set nose, - she brought a finger up to her lips, his kiss. Something she'll never feel again.

~ I secretly held your number close

And admired your cute smile,

These things I did very quietly,

Tried to play along for the while.

Because if I came out openly and expressed my love for you

I was afraid of what others might have thought and afraid of what they'd do. ~

"Pietro I'm so sorry. I let everyone else come between us - I blindly ignored what I knew about you, I ignored how sweet and sensitive and caring you are. I ignored how much I love you, how much you said you loved me. I am such a screw up. I'm really that naive little valley geek that everyone thinks I am."

Kitty wiped her face and stood up. She gently ran her fingers along some letters that were carved into the tree trunk. She remembered that night so vividly, the night she and Pietro had their first date - in secret of course. She closed her eyes and smiled.

******FLASHBACK******

Kitty and Pietro strode hand in hand to the huge old cedar at the top of the hill. They had spent the majority of the night in hiding, trying desperately to avoid running into anyone they knew. But now they were in the park headed towards some old tree, neither of them wanting this night to end.

The couple cuddled under the tree staring up at the stars. Kitty sighed in contentment - for the first time in her life, she felt truly happy.

"Kitty are you alright?" Pietro looked at her with a worried expression.

She smiled at him warmly. "I couldn't be happier, I'm here with you. What more could a girl ask for."

He raised his eyebrow suggestively. "Well I can think of a couple of things." He slowly bent down, there lips touching slightly. He whispered an "I love you Kitty" and she giggled sweetly. They closed the gap between them, sharing their first tender kiss - fireworks erupting inside their bodies. It was so magical, so perfect, so... free.

As the night wore on, Kitty knew she would have to return home soon. Return home a barrage of questions as to where she was and whom she was with.

"Pietro it's getting late... I think we should head back now." She gave a disappointed sigh.

Pietro softly kissed her and reluctantly got up.

"I just wanna do one more thing before we leave." He pulled out a pocketknife and started carving.

Kitty raised an eyebrow questionly and watched him chip away as bark flew all over. She stood there for a while before he finally moved away, gently grabbing her hand, prodding her to come towards him. Kitty drew a breath when she saw the carving, her huge blue eyes showing all her emotions. She read it out loud...

"Pietro loves Kitty.... Now and Forever."

A single tear slid down her cheek and she threw her arms around his neck as Pietro tightly wrapped his arms around her petite waist.

She looked up at him, "I love you too Pietro." She kissed him yet again.

******END OF FLASBACK******

~ But now I've lost you and soon come to see,

That these little things were so trivial to me.

I was so caught up in what others thought of you,

That I desperately searched for someone else to turn too.

And always disregarded that a different side of you I knew,

But only seeing the ugly pictures that others drew. ~

Kitty again wiped away the tears that fell from her now swollen eyes. She hated everyone now - they had made her give up the one thing that made her happy. She also hated herself for having listened to them. Listening to Scott's stupid lectures, trying to avoid Jean's butting in, Evan and Kurt's interference in her relationship and Rogue's lack of attention. Now she had lost him and was forced to see him in the arms of someone else. Forced to not have him touch her, comfort her, to... to kiss her. She was alone - lifeless and cold.

~ For now you're gone and I have no way,

Of turning back time, now knowing the right things to say.

Things that would make you smile and except my love,

It would all then be over, this game of push and shove. ~

Kitty softly kissed her fingers and traced the letters on the tree trunk once more, whispering to herself "I love you Pietro, I hope you still know that."

She then sadly walked.

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A/N: Well how was that? Should I post up another part? Maybe a bit with Pietro's musings. I don't know, you guys please let me know. Review, review, review.