"Does it make any sense why can't I be like normal humans why can't I be a normal girl?"

I'm Kim Taeyeon the most pretty girl in my school, actually I think I'M a normal girl but people keep saying that I'm so pretty and cute well I can get whatever and whoever I want, every girl in this school or let me say it like this every girl/boy in this world want me everyone wants piece of me but to be honest I really want non of them, funny huh?

Taeyeon was the type of girl that can get everything she wants not because she is from rich family no her family are normal lovely people or maybe not that lovely...

"TAEYEONNNNNNNNNNNN" voice destroyed Taeyeons ears Waking her up scared but then she already know that's her mom calling her angrily

"What for God sake what she want from me" Taeyeon whispered to herself

"I'M COMINGGGGGGGG" Taeyeon screamed out loud

Taeyeon walked down to see her mom standing in front of the door taking her high heels off

"I TOLD YOU NOT TO SLEEP TILL 2PM A MILLION TIMES, DIDN'T I?" Taeyeons mom screamed at her

"I TOLD YOU TO CLEAN THE HOUSE AND TO COOK FOOD AND DO THAT AND THAT" her mom start to scream at her and hit her, all Taeyeon could do is to shut up listen to her mom screaming and to feel her mom hitting her face.

Taeyeon was raised up being hit by her father and mother for silly things. Taeyeon never heard sweet words from her parents not even the three words I love you nah not even once they always call her with disgusting words.

She doesn't mind anything anymore she's tired of everything.

"Am I even your daughter" Taeyeon whispered and thanks God her mom didn't hear her. she just nodded and walked away to do what her mom want

The lonely girl spend most of her time alone at home because she's not allowed to go out with her friends or alone her parents don't allow her to.

Taeyeon don't take her headphones out of her ears music is her love music is the only thing Taeyeon is living for she hated her family she can't take it anymore. She become suicide and self-harms. all she thinks about is to cut and then die. She really don't care, she's getting pushed from everywhere pain is destroying her.

"Mental pain hurts more than physical pain, cutting will make me focus on physical pain and forget about mental pain" that what Taeyeon think about every time she want to cut.

"I'M A BIG ERROR "

(Next day)

"YA you STUPID KID WAKE UP. YOU empty watermelon head wake up to your school" Taeyeon opened her eyes looking at her dad who was screaming at her

Taeyeon nodded "okay I'm awake now" and she turned and put her pillow on her face

"WAKE UP OR I WILL KICK YOUR STUPID FACE NOWWWWW" Taeyeons dad screamed at her while walking out of her room

Taeyeon woke up and start to walk to the bathroom to do her morning business. The sad girl always look perfect no matter what she do she don't even put make up yet she's everyone dream girl.

It was first day in the school

Taeyeon put her headphones and the volume was maybe 1000000. She sat in the car; her dad will drive her to school.

It was headache ride her dad didn't stop screaming and Humiliating her.

Every human being has a limit to their patience and they pushed Taeyeon to that limit, she can't take it anymore.

*Excuse me sir am I your daughter? won't you take me back and see* Taeyeon wanted to scream these words in her dad Face but she can't, she couldn't even though she wanted to be released from that pain but she knows all she can do is to put her headphone and to stop listening to what her dad was saying.

After that she just kept ignoring everything…

" Finally" Taeyeon whispered when her dad left

"Finally" Taeyeon whispered when her dad left

"Oh God now school when all this bullshit will end" Taeyeon was saying to herself while entering her class suddenly someone kissed her cheek she looked around and she wasn't that surprised it was one of her classmates or Let's just say one of her class best friends her name is Hayoung, Taeyeon don't even know Hayoung full name but she was used to all this skinship.

"I missed you Taengo" Hayoung said hugging Taeyeon smiling at her

"I missed you too" Taeyeon faked smile then she felt another kiss, another and another

Taeyeon looked at the three girls they were Gayoon, Hyeri and Jiyeon

"How have you been Taengo I missed you" Gayoon said hugging Taeyeon

"Yaaa Gayoon stay away from my love" Hyeri said pushing Gayoon away

"How have you been my love how was your days without me? I missed you" Hyeri said and hugged Taeyeon as if she was her girlfriend

"hahahahah my hahahah love I missed you" Taeyeon kept laughing at their act

"You can't stop your ahjumma laugh huh? keke" Jiyeon said laughing out loud "I missed you" Jiyeon added and hugged Taeyeon

"I missed you too but that's not funny you know" Taeyeon put her poker face again giving Jiyeon some hate look

"Okay okay I'm sorry hahahahh stop that poker face girl" Jiyeon said pushing Taeyeon shoulder

"Your scared face killed me HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHH" Taeyeon laughed looking at Jiyeon face

"We should enter the class now " Hayoung said holding Taeyeon hand

*I think I'm not going to be with my besties this time in the same class but Gayoon, Hyeri, Jiyeon and Hayoung are with me so it's going to be fine. When this class finish I'm going to meet those dorks hahahah* Taeyeon thought while sitting on her chair at the back besides the window

Hayoung wanted to sit beside Taeyeon but Hyeri pulled her to sit with her no one sit beside Taeyeon in front of her was Hyeri and besides Hyeri was Hayoung in front of Hayoung was Gayoon beside her Jiyeon.

After 10 minutes of talking about how was the two week Vacation it wasn't enough actually but now they are high-school students.

"Heyyyyyyyyyyyy guys I missed youuuuuuuuu soooooooooooo much" someone screamed from faraway everyone looked at the way the voice is coming

"Oh Sunmi OMG I missssssed you tooo" Gayoon said and everyone stood up to hug Sunmi

"So how have you been Taengo" Sunmi said sitting besides Taeyeon smiling at her

"Good what about you I miss my dork hahahah" Taeyeon laughed her ahjumma laugh

"Who you're calling dork you dork ahjumma " Sunmi said laughing.

.

The class ended happily Taeyeon excused herself to go and see her besties.

She was walking in the hallway when she heard someone screaming her name then she felt a big Weight on her waist and kisses all over her face

"Yaaaaa Jessica get off of me you are so fat I can't breathe" Taeyeon said laughing at Jessica who was clinging like koala on her

"Where are the others I missed them so much" Taeyeon was talking about her besties

"They are probably buying food you know Sooyoung, Yoona and Hyoyeon can't live without food"

Taeyeon and Jessica walked together to find the other girls

"THE FOOD IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME HUHHHHH?" Taeyeon said screaming at her besties

"OMGOSHHHHH Taengo" Sunny said running to hug Taeyeon

"Oh God I missed you guys" Sooyoung said while eating her cake"

"You missed us! You mean you missed the school cakes" Sunny said while giving Sooyoung *I'll kill you* look

Taeyeon and the other were walking looking for a place to make it their own

"Oh look we can make this place ours" Jessica said pointing at a biggggggg tree at the back of the school

That big tree was in the school park and it was surrendered by smalls trees and grass It's beautiful place you can feel the fresh air around you

"Relaxing place" Seohyun said smelling the flowers around them

"It looks like no one comes here and It's Quiet" Hyoyeon said looking around to see if there's someone

"I don't think students know about this place" Yuri said stretching her body

"Then let's make it ours" Jessica said looking at Taeyeon

"Yup it's ours now" Taeyeon said smiling at her besties sitting on the ground stretching their body as if they were going to sleep

"Taengo can you sing song for us" Seohyun said looking at the blue sky, everyone adore Taeyeon voice. She had the most beautiful emotional voice ever; she can make you cry even if she was singing a happy song her voice can enter your heart easily

"Mmmm... okay" Taeyeon nodded

"What song you want me to sing for you" Taeyeon asked Seohyun "Any song Taengo you will sing it perfectly we know" Seohyun said and everyone nodded agreeing with what Seohyun said

"Ahem..." Taeyeon cleared her throat and looked at the girls they were lying on each other lap half sleepy

[Natalia Kills - Devils Don't Fly]

What's a girl to do when she's not strong?

When everyone that holds my hand

Gets cut from all the thorns

I used to put my ear against the wall

To hear the screams, to hear the fall

More reasons to escape it all

And it's not the answer but I can't carry on

I give my best smile, my last dime

But I'm always getting wrong

It's not 'cause I'm young or from a broken home

Maybe I just fight 'cause I don't know where I belong

You know devils don't fly

So don't expect me not to fall

Devils don't fly

But God we almost had it all

But I got chains and you got wings

You know that life ain't fair sometimes

Devils don't fly

But I try

After singing her tears start to fall but thanks God everyone was sleeping. She wiped her tears and look at her friends around her

The day ended and everyone start to go back home

"We're going home Taengo bye see you tomorrow " Taeyeon's friends waved and start to walk away

Taeyeon was super tired "Finally the day ended" she said to herself but then she remembered that she have to go back to hell she signed and start to go to find her dad

While she was walking she saw pinch of girls standing where she want to stand (as if that place was hers)

Everyone knows Taeyeon and how she is cocky and sweet at the same time.

Taeyeon walked beside those girls and she gives them her cocky look under her sunglass

"OMG she's super cute I want her to be mine" one of the girls said

"Oh no, she's not just cute but sexy, hot, cool and adorable also, I don't know how to describe her" another girl said holding her face like crazy person

"I'll pay with my life to go out with her just for hour" the other girl said

Taeyeon heard what they were saying about her she gave her cocky smile and looked at the already-dead-over-her girls, she saw one girl standing in the middle of them, and she was super quiet.

Taeyeon tried to see that girl face but she couldn't

"Well who cares?" she asked herself and looked away without giving shit about those girls well everyone wants piece of her.

Taeyeon went back home and hell started again.