Thank you guys for the reviews and favorites and alerts for Realization and I hope you guys enjoy this one. It's really, really short, but it's too the point. I just hope you guys get it and I didn't overly confuse you. So enjoy while I try to rack my brain for some more one shots and I hope to get feedback.

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He knew eventually the time would come when he had to do it. He really didn't want to do since it went against everything he stood for, but the reality of it all was that it had to be done. Even though he had to see the shock expression on that persons face every time he close his eyes, Reborn just told him, it would go away eventually and he would be used to it, should his hands be forced again. His friends gave him encouraging looks, and supported his actions fully, but in their eyes they failed him. Tsuna swore he would protect his family and friends no matter what and he would change Vongola with his own hands, but he had to face the fact that not every mafia family believes in peace.

He just wished that god had listened to that second wish that he prayed upon, but he guess that was him just being too greedy.

Tsuna locked himself in his office and sat behind his desk with a thud. He pinched the bridge of his nose and finally he caved in. He turned to the cabinet behind him and pulled out an amber bottle filled with Scotch. Ironically enough it was Xanxus who gave it to him and poured some into a glass and set it down on his desk.

He pulled a drawer open and pulled it out. He stared at it and opened the chamber and that what made him break down, it was suppose to be five, but now it was four. He wondered if he should make it three.