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This is my first fanfiction ever so please be nice. I'm just testing the waters with the big scary world of fanfiction so if I get some things wrong, I apologize as Japanese terms and Anime fanfiction are my domain. Please enjoy!

Notes:

- 노우현 (NO WooHyun) is the guy in the beginning. Referring to Mi Young (aka me) as princess.
- Mi Young means eternal; beauty and prosperity
- Wife is ah-ne (아내)

Summary: Mi Young is just your ordinary Ren-loving fangirl. Except she has the power to create alternate worlds to dwell in during her dreams. Not illusions, but actual worlds with no sense of time. Just eternal happiness with their imperfections.


Prologue: Visiting the Other Side

Glancing over at the screen, I could feel my heart flutter as Ren sang his heart out, his smile sending me through waves of excitement and longing. Longing for his presence, to be wrapped around in his arms and cuddling throughout the afternoons, sharing heat. Hugging tightly, chest to chest so that our hearts would beat the same, as if to become one with each other. I sighed, knowing that our love was a false delusion I created to fulfill my desires of having a perfect boyfriend.

Walking over to the bathroom, I began brushing my teeth, listening and bobbing my head to the rhythm of their song 'Face'. I called out to Hyori, my housemate and best friend, telling her I was off to dreamland. She already knew of my... prowess and offered to console me at first. In return, I linked our dreams, allowing her to commute to mine so that even while asleep, we'll still hang out. Heading over to my bed, I finished a whole bottle of water and slipped off my Totoro slippers, falling onto the mattress. Sending a quick prayer to whatever deity that happened to be listening (a habit that was influenced by my mother when she was still alive), I let my mind drift into a peaceful slumber.

- in wonderland - (lol, she's just dreaming)

Warping through the fabrics of time and space, I was teleported to a modern house in Seoul. Bright. Almost everything was dressed in colorful hues. Rolling off the mattress, I let out a yawn, purring like a cat as I stretched out on the bed.

"Aw, is my little princess sad about not getting to see me?" Turning my head to face the voice, about to retort when I felt a sharp pain in my head, as if it were being struck with thousand of needles. I could tell my pain was obvious since he immediately dropped his light-hearted tone to come to my aide. "Are you alright?"

I nodded my head, "More or less." I saw him let out a breath. "Was the pervert actually worried about me?" I laid back down on the fluffy sheets, closing my eyes.

"I'm being serious here. You could have died coming here. Your body can't handle the pressure each time." I could practically hear the frown in his voice.

"You're not still trying to convince me to stay here, are you?" He visibly paled and averted his gaze from my face to the floor. I sat up, supporting my back with the abundant pillows. "I knew it. Listen Woo Hyun, 'cause this is the last time I'll say it. Make me repeat what I say and you'll never be able to have children." His back straightened and fixed his eyes back on me. "I have friends back in the real world, besides Hyori who you have already met. And that's the only friend you'll meet, since she's the only one I gave permission to. Besides, with each time I come back, my body will grow accustomed and grow stronger. I'm already tougher than most girls at my old high school. I won't break... I promise." I held out my pinky finger as he blinked away the tears slowly forming inside his eyes, raising his own to meet mine. After meeting with him for a couple months, he's opened up to me considerably.

"You're right, Mi. I'm sorry for pushing my past feelings of my ah-ne onto you."

I smiled at him, "No problem! Now get out so I can change." He instantly smirked.

"Why when I can change for you?~" I saw his arm snake its way over to me, which I playfully smacked both ended up laughing, him leaving for my privacy.

I yelled out before he left through the door, "Don't you dare peek on me!" His low chuckles echoed to my room, him muttering 'I know, I know.' Smiling, I began taking off my clothes. The clothes in this world resembled much like Earth.

No duh. This is parallel to Earth. An apparition visualized inside my head.

Oh, shut up. Why are you even in my head?

When lover boy is gone, who is going to guide you through this twisted world?

Myself, because I can control my own dreams. This whole place is a figment of my imagination. I saw her glare at me.

Can you really say that.. Look at Woo Hyun. He has feelings and he's had a past. Could your mind even think of such things, coming from a vivacious girl who squeals over Ren?

Tch... Dropping the subject, I began to feel my body began fading away from my mind. By the way, don't bring my... object of affection into this. She only smirked in response.

You know where you can find me, dear!~

Rolling my eyes at her antics, I came back to this 'reality'. I was apparently on auto-pilot during my absence, standing in the middle of the sidewalk blocking oncoming pedestrians. Looking down at my outfit, I nodded inwardly in approval. It was just black skinny jeans and a white printed shirt with a panda on it, black converses on. My straight hair was curled, having waves, and my face lightly done with make-up. Just the cat eyeliner...

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a glimpse of a pikachu backpack. Rushing quickly before she left, I pulled at it. As she looked back, I saw her eyes widen. I could only giggle.

"I found you!~