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Moments of silence

Naruto hated moments of silence. There was too much pace for thoughts and usually his thoughts weren't the happy ones. He would think his loneliness and the pain that was caused by others indifference. He would think all those times he had needed someone's help and nobody wanted to hear his cries for help. They just ignored him like he didn't even exist. He didn't want to remember. He didn't want to remember because every time he did so he just wanted to cry. But he wouldn't cry in front of these people and show them how much their deeds really hurt him.

Naruto hated moments of silence. This was the reason he always smiled so brightly and chattered with people who hurt him. He would make the silence to disappear. He would show people the face of happiness. He would make them to think that he didn't care. But at night when he was alone he cried himself to sleep. At night he was alone and even he couldn't fill in the endless silence of night by himself. Thoughts of despair were too much for him and he would cut his wrist so the pain of his hand would drown the pain he felt in his heart. And at morning nobody realised anything.

Naruto hated moments of silence… but even more he hated his own helplessness.