Disclaimer: I do not own KOTOR that belongs to lucas arts and whoever else owns it. I also don't own the lyrics to "crazy" by Patsy Cline.
Summary: A one shot song fic thing that takes place after the events of kotor 1. Revan has just left to go to where ever he goes to fight the true sith, and neglected to tell bastila.
For Loving You
Bastila stepped into the room letting the door slide shut behind her. She stared stupidly at the floor, refusing to acknowledge the mirror above the sink. She didn't want to have to look at her tear streaked cheeks, or puffy red eyes, didn't want to believe he could really leave her.
Crazy, I'm crazy for feeling so lonely
I'm crazy, crazy for feeling so blue
Bastila snorted, chiding herself for being so naïve. He'd left without so much as a word, not a single word. It had to be something important. Important enough for him to leave without notice.
"He'll be back" she sniffed.
Worry, why do I let myself worry?
Wond'ring what in the world did I do?
Slowly tears began to fall down her cheeks, and Bastila tired not to think how ironic it all was. She'd finally realized that she loved him, and now he was gone. She wanted to be angry at him, it would be much easier to hate him, but she just couldn't. All she could do was wonder where in the hell he was, wanting him to come back so they could work things out.
Crazy for thinking that my love could hold you
A tentative knock on the door sent a surge of hope through her.
"Revan" she whispered, smiling softly. She bolted towards the door. Pulling it open her smile vanished.
"Master Thress" Bastila greeted the kindly old Jedi.
"The council would like to speak with you padawan" she said gently.
I'm crazy for trying and crazy for crying
And I'm crazy for loving you
Fin
A/N
I spent way to much time listening to old, old country this summer with my family lol so I was kinda depressed when i wrote this.
