Living A Lie

A life without love, isn't really a life. Now is it? I thought that for a very long time until I meet her; the most beautiful girl in the whole world I swear by that. I meet her in class at the University of Delaware, one of the most boring states, I swear by that too. Most of the kids either are pot heads or parents by the time they're in high school, I on the otherhand never touch a drug a day in my life and didn't get anyone pregnant in high school. I barelt dated anyone in school except for tanya and god knows that was a mistake she lefted me for sone guy who would give her what she wanted, 2 moths later she was pregnant and trying to blame me for it, I simply told her that there was no way I could be the dad. She huffed and puffed away from me. I thought it was quite funny that she would try and blame me but still I was mad. Yeah she was the last girl I dated I guessed anyone would stop dating after that. I mean wouldn't you. Considering none of girls in my hometown were pretty in my standrds but not saying they weren't pretty isn't what I'm trying to say I'm just saying that all looked alike to me that's why I stopped trying to date people. I wasn't really expecting to meet anyone new at the University but to my suprised i walked into Math 101, I know its a pretty boring title but suprisingly enough it was a interesting class. i mean you're basicly doing everything you learned in high school but at a different more interesting level, you applying it to the real world like things you would need for in everyday life. I found out most of the stuff i learned in high school you won't need in life. For the most part all we are doing is using percentages and fractions.

Well it was monday morning and I walked into class and sat down in the middle were I could hear the teacher but still sleep without getting caught. It's pretty hard working towards being a music teacher and working full time. I was half awake when i walked in and sat down i wasn't really paying attention but then this lovely almost heavenly smelled coming from the left sided of me so I picked up my head and looked and there she was getting ready for class. She looked a little tired but how could i really tell. When she heard me moved she stopped what she was doing and she looked up at me with the most gorgeous deep brown eyes.

She said " Hi. I'm Bella and you are?" and blushed a light pink shade it went across her nose and cheeks it was quite cute. I didn't realize i was holding my breathe until i went to go anwser her

" Hello I'm Edward. How are you today?"

"A little tired but who isn't in college right" she chuckled and i started to laugh a little

" Well how are you today?"

" I'm great today this just so happens to be my favorite class."+

"Really? So would you be mad if i fall asleep in this class once in a while?" she asked then she started to bit her lip and it was oe of the most beautiful things I have witnessed I wanted to kiss her right there and then but decided against. I'm pretty sure it wouldn't be a good ideas to kiss someone I just met in the middle of a class.  When she started to turn a crimson color i realized that i havn't answer her yet.

"Well i think that i will probably fall asleep in this class too, just because it's the first class of the day so how about this the one who stays awake has to help the other by telling them what we did in the class that day. Deal?" she thought about for one long second then a beautiful smile broke across her face and she put her hand out in front her I shook her hand "Deal" we aid together and started laughing but we got cut off by the professer tell everyone to settled down. 

After a very long, and hard hour of trying to put attention to the teacher, class why over. Bella fall asleep about half way though class and i didn't have the heart to wake her up so i let her sleep until i was usre the teacher was done talking.

i shook her gentle "Bella please wake up class is over, I really don't want you to be late for your next class" I shook her a little rougher finally she woke up and looked around her and then at me blushing a little when she realized she had fallen asleep.  She got all her belongs together got up and look up at me again "When is your next class Edward"   

"Ummmmm.... It's not for a class more hours. What about you?" she looked at me and I didn't even notice there were people filling into to room and I really didn't care either they could wait forever for mine and her seat. 

"Well my next class is at 2:00. So I'm free for a couple of hours."

"Well then Bella why don't we go do something and I'll tell you everything we did in class."  I really hope i remembered everything.