Okay, I know that this is a big shock for those of you who know what I usually write. It's my first shounen-ai fanfic and I don't even know how it came to me to write it. It was a complete out-of-the-blue inspiration. Maybe it's because of my sister's influence. I got a soft spot for her. Imoutos can be annoying, but when you love them as much as I love mine, it all fades away. I guess I'm like Sawada was to Natsumi. XD

Gokusen, season II. HayaRyu, because I'm an akame lover (but not as a fangirl. I'm a Jin fangirl and Kame-disliker to the bone. You can't ask "how is that possible" because not even I myself know the reason)

(senpai, please don't read this...I don't wanna be scolded...gomen ne' for such a choice)

I don't own Gokusen.

'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'

"So, what's for today?" Yankumi asked her students once the lessons for the day were over. Kurogin's 3-D was unusually quiet and peacefull today, almost as if someone had turned them into statues. "What's up with you guys? Were you beaten at the arcade? Or...Could it be that...you broke up with your girlfriends?"

"What girlfriends?" Take sad.

"To break up you need to have someone in the first place." Hyuuga continued.

"Girlfriends she says..." Tsucchi murmured, shaking his fan as always.

"Well, if that's the case, why don't you just go to a goukon?" Yankumi suggested, surprising all five of them. Even Ryu, that ever-cool-acting guy raised his head from his desk.

"Yankumi...Is it really you?" he asked. Next to him, Hayato fell back to sleep, thrusting his head into his arms. He couldn't believe what she was telling them either.

"Well, do what you want. Just make sure you don't in trouble."

"Eeh, this again?"

"She's worried?"

"You're all idiots." Hayato finally spoke. "The only thing she's worried about is whether she'll be troubled because of us or not."

"Huh?"

"Oi, Yabuki! Hidoi yo!"

"I know." Hayato said behind his folded arms. "By the way, weren't you leaving? Isn't today that Director-and-teachers meeting or what?"

"Ah! Aa, aa! I'm gonna be late! Ah! O-oi, you guys have fun without getting into trouble, okay? See you!" Yankumi said and started running to the office with such furiosity that one would have thought the Devil himself was tailing her.

"Hah. Thanks, Hayato!" Take smiled.

"Huh?" Hayato let out, seeming to be half-asleep.

"For sending her off! And guess what I got for you!" the happy tone in his voice was something usual, but today it was different. It made everyone pop their heads up to listen; everyone except for Hayato and Ryu. "And here I thought that my plan had been overeard by her!"

"Wait, what?"

"You don't mean..."

"Mochiron!! I got us a meeting with Momo High's girls! And it's for all of us!"

The classroom almost ripped itself to pieces with every scream.

"Oi, ochitsuke yo! Do you want that Sawatari to come down here?"

"Even if he wanted, he's too afraid!"

"Yeah, yeah!"

"Kyoto mitai na?"

"Tashika ni!"

"So, who's coming?" Take asked, waving his reservation paper in the air.

"Need you ask? Everyone!" Hyuuga yelled, and everyone in the classroom shouted again, cheering their good luck.

"Warui na, omaera...I'll pass." Hayato said, causing everyone to go dead silent.

"You're not coming?" Tsucchi asked, jaw dropping.

"No." Hayato replied and stood up. He took his bag and waved his hand. "Ja na."

"I'll pass too." Ryu said suddenly and hurried to follow Hayato.

"Hey, what's with Hayato?" Hyuuga asked.

"Yeah, for Ryu it's normal, but, for Hayato..." Tsucchi said.

"Who knows? The less rivalry, the better for us!" Take said happily, in order to raise the mood once more.

"That's for sure!"

"Ikuze!"

The time it took them to empty the classroom was really fast. Neither Ryu, nor Hayato had stepped foot to the yard when the rest of the class ran past them, so fast that they had to stick to the wall, as to not get stepped over.

"Kuso." Hayato murmured. "Nante hageshii na yatsu..."

"You were like that too...Itsumo." Ryu said as they were walking out of the building. "And really, I expected that you'd be the one to make arrangements, and not Take. How's it that you're not going too?"

"Don't feel like it."

"Usotsuki."

"Nande?"

"The one who always cheers for such stuff...Omae da."

"Huh?"

" 'huh' janai yo!"

"Don't feel like it, I told you!"

"Ryu glanced over at him, something was telling him that Hayato was intentionally avoiding a sincere answer. He looked tired though; almost as if he hat too much in his head. Ryu scratched his own one, a thoughtful Hayato was the stangest thing someone could think of. And now that he could notice, Hayato wasn't even walking the way to his house.

"Oi, Hayato!" he said as the other guy was walking forward.

"Nani?"

"Doko ikunda?"

Hayato looked at Ryu. What did he care? Why would he anyway? It was none of his buisiness just what Hayato chose to do, where he wanted to go. Deep inside the flame to stop and answer was burning him, but he prefered not to. If he told Ryu, he'd only end up hurting himself and ruining the friendship they had just rebuilt. He didn't want his own strange desires to be the reason for them to break the bridge they had just built together. The only thing he wanted at the moment was to run away from Ryu, so that he wouldn't have to to meet his examining gaze. He knew that the moment Ryu would ask, he'd start talking nonesense to cover and in the end, he'd mess up.

"Oi, Hayato! I asked where you're going!"

"Home."

"Your house is in the opposite direction."

"Just taking another way."

"Seems to me like you're purposedly avoiding to asnwer." Ryu said as they were walking next to the barbed wire that seperated the path for pedestrians fro the train lines on the field.

"What do you want?"

"Nande kotaenainda?"

"Don't tell me you're worried now?!"

"As if!"

"Dakara nanda?"

"I just don't like the way you're acting!"

"Dakara hotoite yo!"

"Huh?"

"Kikoenai? Kamawanai da yo!"

"Sonna koto dekinaishi."

"Urusai!'

"Nande? Doushita no? What's up with you anyway?"

"You wanna know?" Hayato asked in a dangerously low tone.

"Yeah, I want to!" Ryu said, grabbing his wrist. "And you're gonna tell me!"

"You wanna know what's wrong with me? I just can't have you around!" Hayato said, releasing his hand from Ryu's grasp. "I don't wanna look at you, I can't stand it!" he said. 'Oh no, that's bad...What the hell am I doing?'

"And why's that? Are you still mad at me? If that's the case why did you agree in going back to the way we were? Just to please Yankumi?"

"Shut up!"

"Why? Is that so?"

"Shut up Ryu, I'm warning you!"

"So it's true?" Ryu shouted, grabbing his shirt.

"We can never go back to the way we were!" Hayato yelled.

"Why?"

"Because I love you!" Hayato saidand pushed Ryu. His back facing the wire-netting, he was unable to move. Hayato was too close; Ryu's head was spinning and his heart was bumping like a drum. The proximity between them could not be counted in even milimeters anymore. Hayato's breathing had become hard, as if taking a single breath was a painful task. Ryu wasn't any better though; he felt his head so dizzy that he hurried every inhale. Suddenly, he realized that Hayato's breath was burning his face, his own only inches away. Havin been stuck to the wie wall behind him like tat, it was impossible to move.

"H...Hayato..." he whispered, swallowing down the sudden urge to punch him.

"Don't say a word."

"Ha-" but Ryu couldn't finishi his sentence; Hayato's lips had covered his, silencing him. He tried to move away surprised, but Hayato grabbed both his wrists and held them next to his head, pressing him to the wire-netting. Ryu could feel cold sweat running down his spine, what was Hayato doing? Even with his hands prisoned, he still tried to move away but Hayato was definitely overpowering him. He even put one of his legs between Ryu's, in case he tried to run away. So much for his mother telling him to keep fit...

Hayato on his side knew that what he was doing wasn't right, it was crazy, but he couldn't hold back anymore. Ever since Ryu had come back to school, these feelings were were driving him crazy to the point that he had decided that it would be bette if he forgot everything about Ryu. But how could that happen; they ere best friends, sitting right next to each other in the classroom, seeing each other every day at school...It had become a torture to him and the only way out was this. So now, wanting to let Ryu know of his feelings, he hadn't put a leash to himself and ended up like this, pushing him to a wire-net wall, kissing him. Of course Ryu had tried to free himself, but Hayato felt so selfish; he wouldn't let him go.

Only when he felt they were practically running out of breath, only then did he let go of Ryu's hands and he immediately pushed Hayato away, leaning to he barbed wire, supporting himself as he drew in heavy breaths. Hayato tripped over a stone and fell backwards, but that didn't stop him from looking at Ryu.

"Wha...What did you do that for?" Ryu asked, wiping his mouth on his sleeve.

"I think I already told you...And I think that now you know why...We can never go back to what we were." Hayato mumbled between his own breaths.

"Shut up..." Ryu said, but the small smile he thought invisible to Hayato's eyes was too obvious for him to not notice...

'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'o'

Regular readers of mine, I am free to throw darts, trash, eggs, tomatoes, everything at. . Hountouni, now I want to make it a multi-chaptered story...

What should I do? Do I leave it as it is? Do I continue? Review and tell me, if you please...