Hello everyone, Just so you know right of the bat. This is a self insert of the human side, My name is in fact Logan, Logan spargan is not like me. My Last name is going to be changed for this story, however other character's will keep there real name's and personality's, like mine. Everything you will read will be accurate to the last detail about how I would react in each situation shown in this story. Jame's is my middle name. But for my last name in this story, it will be Kaldon.
For those who readied my author note's in Circuit hooves origin story series. I talked about the portal to Equestria and I knew it had existed somewhere, and that I hope to find it somehow. This is a story of finding it and copping with a new life.
Chapter one: Average day
I wake up again three hour's before school. I hate it when that happens. It sucks cause it take's so long for me to sleep again. I don't normally wear a shirt when I sleep. It's always pajama bottoms. As I think with my half asleep mind, I remember what I plan on doing at school today. Try my hardest to talk to a few girls I have taken interest in. Eat lunch with my friend's before I try to download images from Equestria after dark in the school library. That or get mod's for Minecraft. Yes I am only 15, but what else are we going to do with ourselves when we know such sites exist? I am a brony, I enjoy a good clop. I'm not afraid to admit it either. Yet I am afraid to tell people I like FIM. I do my best to learn, but I lack focus. I'm trying my hardest to ask for help when I need it. But the want to do my favorite thing's are greater then what I need to do. I fall to it every year and make my parent's disappointed in me. I don't even know anymore if I should even try anymore. I did my best at one point, and I failed math by one point. I almost broke into tears when I saw it. The one thing I worked the hardest on, I ignored my friend's, my favorite things. Just to get caught up in math. Finishing work that was behind, actually studying for tests. Then comes the day I get my report card. 49. In my head I cry but outside I sound sad. In time's like this, I try my hardest to find positive's. Like before it was an average finishing grade of 21. I Doubled my grade and a little more, but it was still not enough.
"I fucking hate math." I say to myself quietly. I can't see very clearly in my room. But I knew where everything was. For example, my playstation 3 was 78 cm to my right on the table where my computer is. My phone was under my pillow, I have it set to wake me up at 7:30PM with a Fluttershy alarm I found on youtube about a year ago. Its actual nice waking up to her voice. I always smile a bit when I hear her say sleepy head.
I focus on trying to remember my dream and try to take of from there. But my dream does not come to mind. I never do seem to remember my dream's, I always's hoped I would dream of ponies one day. But it hasn't happened. Luna and Fluttershy are always on my mind. I do finally go back to sleep at some point.
I awaken from a dream journey, I was finding chaos emerald's in ooo. And was returning them to Sonic so that I can watch him turn super ontop of fin and jakes tree home. I don't fell like getting up today, but it's what I need to do. Go to school. Besides, I'm hungry. And I want some coffee. I go to the bathroom first, and then go back upstairs to get dressed. I put on some black Jean's and these dark blue boxer's. Then a Cookie monster shirt. I have no affection towards cookie monster or Sesame Street. I just wear the shirt. I look for some sock's that don't have holes in them and then garb and put on my glasses. They were broken, but not such a way where I couldn't use them, they just have a bend from my head out growing them, not to mention I broke the frame open in a fit of rage. I walk downstair's and make myself some oatmeal, When I say 'make' I literally get some oat's and some other stuff like brown sugar and cinnamon. Mix them with water and put them in the microwave, the Tv is on and my mom is getting my little sister's hair in a pony tail.
You'd think being a brony would teach me to tolerate my little sister. But I can't stop dealing with the fact that she's right about some things. I don't know what the word is for being like that. But I do get back at her with confusing her with word's that she doesn't know. Word's like apposing, undeniable and such.
Today I layer the peanut butter on my bread even though I'm not supposed to. The coffee is made for me already so I start the microwave and listen to the radio for a minute as I drink some fresh coffee. I get my oat meal out of the microwave and eat my breakfast. Normally when I'm done eating I still have not finished my coffee, so I put my lunch in my bag in my school bag and go upstairs' to edit my Fan fiction's. I believe I do this on the side, but I really do this as much as I can. I really enjoy writing my own worlds and making plot's. It's one of the thing's I am good at and know I like doing. I put a new chapter of Circuit hooves origin's and a Mecha & Logan chapter on my USB drive. Well, the schools' USB drive. I took it since I felt they could buy more and I could use one. The bus arrives and I'm called for by my sister. But I can normally hear the bus. I glug down the last of my coffee and go downstairs to get on the bus.
I sit by a friend named Kyle white and a Pegusister I'm taking intreast in. She hasn't told me her name. I have asked but she keep's saying 4. I really have a interesting choice in girl's. She's not a retard or anything. She just one of those people who search for a good laugh from anything. I admit it was a little funny at first, but it got annoying soon. "What's you're name, seriously." I ask her. She just look's at me with the same face and goes. "I said it was 4, get that down!" I sigh. I look over to Kyle who was sitting in the row in front of us. "What's her name?" I say a little annoyed. The laugh a little at that. I can almost laugh too. I talk to her about different FIM thing's. Things like who we would love to ride (on there back's) more. I would be on applejacks back as she would probably be able to support a human's weight. She says Rainbow Dash's. "She can fly for one, plus she is an athlete." "True, but who could you trust more with conversation?" She herself smiled and said. "Ohh, touché." Normaly I don't think about where my conversation's are going. Normally they lead to some really weird stuff. "Speaking of riding-" I get a smirk on my face thinking of the pervy term I just used. "Who would you like have been ridden more? Big Mac, or Soarin?" I ask her. She looks at me a little disqused with my question. "Why do you want to know? Well, I think Big Mac." I smile as I say what I am going to say next. "Is it because you like the thought of how massive he might be?" She smiled, praising me for my good sexual connection. "No! he just seems to be more of a deeper stallion, which would mean he would be nicer." I take in what she was saying in almost serious consideration. "Yeah I guess so. I would probably love to do Fluttershy." "Really?!" Said Kyle, he does not like this kind of talk. He's neither a brony nor a brony hater. But he does know the basic stuff. Like the personalities of the mane six. When I say this kind of stuff, I mean the clop stuff. "Yes Kyle, really. Sure she's probably too nervous for that kind of stuff, but she really does remind me of me sometimes, not to mention she's probably really tight." I can only wait for the day I have sex. I'm pretty sure I'm going to maybe cry a little when it's done. But it's going to be worth it. The Bus arrives and I spend the 15 minutes given to publish my stories and work on skin's for the Mine little pony mod. Circuit was pretty much done, he's even posted on the website ponyskincraft. Com. But I forgot to make the shade of grey deeper. Not to mention I'm making a Qwerty skin. Normally I don't have enough time to complete my task and have to settle for a save on my portable Drive rather then a post. I grab all the thing's needed for the day and get to class. They play Toby's famous I can swing my sword video after mourning announcement's in math class.
I have no friend's in this class, in a way it was probably be better for my education. Fuck education. The teacher start's going over homework and I check to be sure I wasn't bored. But I was, so I paid attention to the teacher. "Now this is how I did it, it may not be right. Can someone put the equation in there calculator please?" Apparently my teacher doesn't know as much as he should about Math. What's the point of calling yourself something if you can't fully live up to what it's supposed to title's you as? I put it in my calculator but someone say's the right answer. Which was what I got, so I give myself a check mark. He talk's about how it works which I make a mental note on how to do it.
After about twenty minutes of boring me with corrections he finally gives us what we are supposed to do for this class. It wasn't so hard, but my mind wandered for a bit ad I only managed to get some of it done. The rest is homework. Which I write the page number's down for in my black book. No, it is not a black book for phone numbers. I use it to write thing's I'm going to forget.
As we all finish exiting the room. A sound of thunder was sounded. Some girl's screamed a little in fright. I don't flinch at this stuff anymore. I actually feel curious why sometimes. Even when people fake punch and are inch's close to my face I don't blink. I just look blankly at them. "Fuck off." I say to them emotionless and coldly, then I would walk to whatever was more important. No body messes with me, it's not because I am a fucking huge ass kid that everyone fear's. But I gave myself a reputation last year when I moved as a cool and crazy guy. So I mostly just got teased a little but that was it. It was not even that bad and they were just fooling around. I don't hate them for it, but I don't like them.
The thunder sounded close. I smirk and think in my head. Looks like the pegusi have decided to jumpscare everyone. "What are you smiling about?" Said another kid who was looking at me frowning. I look to him with my arms crossed still smiling. "Because you are all are so scared of a little lightning." He just turn's around and does something else. The kid's at my school are like that.
I get through the rest of the day in the terrible weather, apparently there was something coming off a tropical storm and it had reached us. I sit down on the bus had not even talked to the girl I wanted to. She never seems to be around and she seems to be sort attractive to me. I don't go for the body of a girl, sure that make's us guy's become a little off with how we would act and what not. But I could actually care less about if there is cleavage or not. It's not a big thing for me. I prefer the personality and the pegisisters. I feel its better this way, though a lot of the time the girl has a boyfriend. Kyle makes it apparent to me every time if she does so or not. In this case, she does not. Which make's me feel some hope for finding the right girl. I was sure I found her when I still lived in Sackville. But she moved away, I felt so depressed for quite some time after that. It felt pointless going to school for that last few weeks of school without her face or voice to be there to talk to. I cared for her so much, I really hope she find's another guy to be with that has her be happy. I know she will, there are plenty of other game loving bronies but are there any as unique as I am? We seemed to have been a match for each other, that's what I thought. I still think of her and how much I would at least love to hear her voice for at least five second's.
My friend Kyle sits next to me on the bus, '4' had to leave early for an appointment. "Whaz up ma friend?" he said with a bit of pitch in his voice. I smile a bit. "Not much. Just enjoying the peace." A bolt of lighting flashes in the sky and is followed with a thunder crack. "Well, when it was here." I say after. He sit's down and talk a bit about Creepy pasta's. A Image a vinyl Scratch comes to mind, an erotic picture too. I can't explain why it comes to mind. I guess it's because that sort of thing was more powerful to me then actual girls. The thought of BEN DROWNED still's creeps the hell out of me, I can't shake that feeling that he did exist at one point, sure I do release he never did exist, But I thought there could be gaming value in his existence.
As wrong as it sound's to you, I could convince BEN to cooperate with me and sell his 'infection' to people who are looking for a good scare on there games. I could end up rich and have BEN to thank for it, he would be happy since he can scare the fuck out of people and I can fund the Circuit hooves project. I want to pull together a group of artist's and voice actor's and make a series of Circuit hooves adventure's on youtube. Yes it seems impossible, but who know's. It might have been the best thing ever. But it's More likely I'll become a nanotechnobioligst then a youtube sensation.
We stop at my home, I say good bye and take my bag and get off the bus my little sister walk's next to me. "Hey logy." I don't like that name, but I deal with it. "I'm Logan, not logy. That's what spit is." She run's ahead trying to be sure she has her shoes off so I would have to get the mail if there was any. I don't care anymore about that.
The lighting seemed to be the only thing that's coming down, not a single drop of water seemed to stain the ground as I walk to the front door. When I enter I'm quizzed on what I did today at school. When I say quiz, I have a really poor memory when it comes to this. So I mean it when I say quizzed. After that I work on my home work and when I'm done, I go upstairs' and play assassin's creed 3. Unfortunately after you finish all the syncs to 100% and run out of special iron ingots. The game becomes surprisingly boring. So I spend most of the time finding fast travels under Boston and New York. It's firkin hard sometimes. I do love it when I come across those puzzle lantern's. I get confused first but usually stumble across the solution. I do get the point of the hints but is it really smart to 'hide' the hint's in the text with capital letters? After I get pissed off at Conor enough for him for some reason to throw the powder keg down a hole. I switch input's on my TV and start writing on my computer. "What plot will come to me today?" I ask myself as I pull up the latest Mecha& Logan chapter. I came to realize it sounded possibly like a self insert, which I never intended for it to be. Even thought that was my name.
Half way through my writing I hear a tap on my window. I jump a bit in my chair. Causing me to mess a few word's up. "Damnit!" I say I turn around, I could only see the cloud's flashing lighting within there water vapours. Then they sound a gigantic thunder clap. I sigh. "Probably just some twig." The wind was strong enough for that.
Eventually getting bored of writing, I go back to Connor. Something was off about the texture's. "Oh great." The texture's had started to spaz out. Changing into different color's sometimes. Never trust a 15$ game. He fell through the ground. I found that so ridiculous I laughed at that. "My god!" I say in my laughter as he falls. The game eventually figure's out that's not supposed to happen and put's him at the old king's collage. "Oh that's fucking swell!" I say still laughing a little. Having enough of it, I go back to my computer and start trying to mod the unusable .minecraft file I have. Installing forge, Mine little pony. Animal bike's, My little brony mod. The good stuff.
I'm called down to super, I turn my screen off and step up to walk over to the door. But I accidentally trip on my power cored. It tear's and I actually come in contact with the exposed end. I thought that was the end of me. But I could still think. I started to cry a little. I was alive, but how? Oh thank celestia I live! I stop crying and walk downstairs', almost smiling now realizing I just probably cheated death, but at the same time I am pretty much mad at myself cause that was the only other extension cord in the entire house. It's not like we can get another out here in the country without having to drive for quite some time. "Mom." I say with a bit of saddnes and anger for myself. "IU tripped on the extension cord and it broke open." She got a little irritated. "How is that possible?" I sit down at the table. "I don't know but it broke open and I fell on it." She walks up stair's while I try to enjoy my meal despite my lucky moment. She must be getting the extension cord to show me as an example of how I should be more careful or something.
I finish my mixed vegetables and start to eat my potato which I put margarine on. She come's back down and say's to me. "You better know right now that you're going to have to pay for that." This draw's my attention greatly. "What!? I didn't even do it on purpose! I don't even have any money left you know! Where am I going to get some money?" That was a lie, I had twenty dollar's in my wallet. But I wanted to order a MLP t-shirt. "Logan, you have twenty dollar's. You said that's what you had left. So you are going to spend it on a new extension cord, not some shirt." I sigh in frustration. "Fine." I say. My mom does know I am a brony. It took a lot of courage to say it to her. But she knows, and she does not think any less of me.
The potato is gone and I eat my pork chop. I do like it, but I don't tell her. After I'm done I do some dish's and go back upstairs and Play Black ops 2. It too, has bored me since I can't connect to the internet. So I just play zombies all night until I get in the shower. After I'm done that. I disconnect my Playstation from the spark plug and connect my computer. Fucking hate not having a power cord. I look at some clop picture's I got from school, Luna one's are the one's I enjoy a lot. I smile thinking how wonderfully tight she must really be after being alone on a moon for about a thousand year's. After that I go back to writing.
As ten approaches I start to grow weary. Soon the thought's of Circuit hooves animation's come to mind as well as him holding Fluttershy closely to him. I enjoy this thought, I knew that would be me eventually some day when I find the right person to call my wife, if that's what we decide on that is. I don't really think of my future though. I get really depressed and scared for some reason.
Ten does finally get here and I get in bed and try to sleep.
That was an incite of my average day in my life, the going to Equestria thing come's another chapter. But it does obviously mean its coming next chapter though. This will be in the current time flow of the entire world I have created. So you can bet something's are different in ponyvill then they were originally.
