Ashlee pov

I knok on the McCall door nervously "Good moring--" my mum is cut off short by she looking at me with wide eyes "ASH!" she runs forwared huging me I make an 'oof' sound but it doesn't matter I hug her back tightly "I've missed you so much" mom says.

She maens my 5 year hiatus "I've missed you to, all of you" I say "come in, come in" she says as I walk in carefuly I focoused my hearing to see if Scoct was here. he wasnt thoght, he was at school.

I come in and sit down whille my mom tells me what's been up in the 5 yaers i've been gone. I can't believe that I walked away from this. "How Scott?" I ask "he's good" mum says "can I pick him up" i say " sure sweetie". YES. I say in my head but I say "okay" "I have to go to work but i'll be home at 9:30 bye sweetie" she kiss my forehead " bye cya soon".

she walks out door i finely let out the tears in the back of my head.How colud walk away the way I did I left them,I left they with a theat. I-I-I left them with my farther. the merory comes back at me like it tries to attcick me than the daeth of the Hales comes out to. I rember that day

(one day after the Hale fire a longggg time back)

I trip on a rock makeing the bottle of vocak fall I pick it up. "WHY!" I secemed "I WANT THEM, I WANT THEM BACK"I take anthor swig of the alcohol takeing a turn on me.

I come upon the burt Hale house. I cry and run up to it, laying on the steps, where me, cora,and lura would be all the time enjoying the weather.

"WHY DID YOU TAKE THEM, JUST TAKE ME PLESE, I DONT WANT TO LIVE THOUGHT THIS PAIN!". Than I see bule eyes form the coner of my eye."GET AWAY FROM HERE!"I yell at whoever is out there.I take anthor swig I look at the bottle it's almost gone.

This much alcohol could kill me, but I didn't care. Looks like one or two swig left. I bring it up to my lips as im bout to take the last swig somthing gabs it from me thowing against a tree."why did yo-u-u d-do that"I ask as look up I think im dreming I see Derak Hale. lura's youngest borther.

"Dreak" I ask he just nod I crawl over to him hugging him. "I-I-I miss th-h-hme" I say "I do too but you need to go" he says makeing me look up "your l-lveaing" I say he nods my heart brakes that he is.

Before I can say anything else his lips were on mine.I take me a secoed or more than only realized what he's doing. I push him away "your leaving so dont try it" he nods"I've called Scott he's comeing to get you okay" he says my eyes closes.

"hey eyes open " I partly hear him growl or maybe its just the alcohol. "no dont go" I say trying to convince him. "ASH, ASH!"I hear Soctt coming. Dreak hugs me before taking off into the forest.

Soctt comes to hold me saying words into my ear. All of a sudden I feel sick the ash from the house, flowed by the sent I throw up amd all I hear is mom yelling"ASH, ASH, ASHHHHH"she was crying too.

(end of mermory)

"Time to get Scoct" I say refusing myself back into that memory. I put up a smile as I pull up at the shcool the kids are just getting out.

hey guys this is my first one and it was reallyyyyyyyyyyyy hard I need to get use to it. i'll try to uplod daliy.(dont qoestion the spelling )