this is my first story, it's a Paul story cause i don't think that Paul has enough. please review, i want to know what you think! Also i don't own any of the charactors expect for Riley, she's mine

"you have to tell him"

"I will" she knew I wouldn't, not that I didn't want to, Paul was everything to me. But he had been distant to me lately and I hadn't actually seen him since I found out.

"you have to tell him today." Kelsy was concerned for me, I got that, but she didn't understand. four months ago everything was perfect I was visiting my mother who had met a man who lived on the Indian reservation just outside of forks and I met the most gorgous man, I thought I was in love. Now I'm back living with my dad, I haven't talked to my mother because she asked me to stay away from her new house in la push, and I was starting to show.

"go ask bella swan for a ride, she goes there some times." Kelsy had been there since I came back, crying because my mother didn't want me anymore, and Paul wasn't the man I thought he was. She was right I should ask bella swan for a ride, that being one of my only excuses not to go there. I was fifteen and I hadn't even taken drivers ed. My only method of transportation was the school bus or my father. My father knew that there was something going on with me, but I think he just assumed it was all the crap with my mother. I hadn't told him about the baby and I wasn't going to ask him to give me a ride to see my baby daddy. Kelsy gave me a light push toward a brunette who was lean up against the wall, with one of the Cullen boys leaning over her, they looked inimate but I knew kelsy would just drag me back if I walked away. The boy lifted his head and looked at me and then frowned. I wished I could pretend I wasn't coming up to them, but they were the only one in the direction I was standing.

"ummm, Bella, my name is Riley, I think we met in La Push once." Bella smiled and nodded her head

"yea at one of the bon-fires, you were there with Paul." I blushed remembering what that night was, the night that changed everything.

"yea, I was just wondering if you were going to La Push today, I needed to and well I don't have a car." He brow forrowed and she gave me a light smile.

"oh actually Edward gave me a ride to school today and..." Edward cut her off

"oh Bella it's fine, I'll drop you both off at your house, you were saying just a few minutes ago that you waited to go see Jacob." Bella looked confused but told me to meet her after school by Edward Volvo, and then continued to look confused at Edward.

"thank you so much, I'll see you in an hour." I walked away feeling sick to my stomach, but I swear I heard Edward tell bella she'd know why soon enough.

I only had English left and we were working on a project on the poet Silvia Plath, so I went to the library with Kelsy and counted down the minutes. What was going to happen, my mom had asked me not to come back and Paul had seemed okay with that, he didn't want to say goodbye to me. It had been almost 4 months since I saw him or my mother. She didn't even want me to come and she her last month for Christmas, instead she dropped of presents but when she still couldn't tell me why I wasn't allowed there she told me that I was too young to be around the reservation boys. Well mom look how grown up I am now. Kelsy walked me out towards Edwards Volvo, the Cullens were the only kids in school that drove somewhat nice cars, their father was a doctor. I used to think that the Cullens were very attractive, especially when your selection is from Forks high school, but that was before Paul, when I used to notice other guys. I saw Edward and Bella wave me over. I said by to kelsy and promised to call her and walked over to them.

"thanks again." I said to Bella who just nodded and got in the car. No one talked not really, Edward held Bella's hand and I would catch him staring at her like there was no one else in the world for him, I kinda wishes he would watch the road more, not that he knew but I was carrying Paul's baby and I couldn't let anything happen to it. Edward snapped his head forward and he appeared to not take his eye of the road the rest of the way to Bella's. my stomach was wicked upset again, I tried to think about something else, I closed my eyes so I wouldn't have to watch the trees passing, unfornatedlly my mind drifted back to were it always does, the last night I was Paul.

We had arrived at the bon fire, I had spent all summer with my mom, it was only suppose to be a week, but her new man Billy had said that I could take his daughters room, they had already moved out. I told my mom I loved Paul that night before he picked me up. She seemed happy for me, which surprised me cause he was much older then me almost 23 years old. I had missed that to his birthday. She told me that she knew he was a gentleman so she didn't mind, maybe she should have known him better because that the night he took my virginity.

He held my hand as we walked away from the fire and up the beach, when we were a ways away from the group almost to the tree time Paul layed down a blanket and we sat down. I couldn't stop myself, when he kissed me, I kissed him harder, pulling me on top of him. I was straddling him and the kissing was getting deeper, when he pushed my away from him. It was painful, my heart hurt when he broke our kiss.

"Riley we shouldn't be like this" Paul managed to slip out as we started to control his breathing.

"This is what I want, Paul, I…I love you." Relief came over my face when I he continued to kiss me. I was getting hot, Paul was always hot, but it wasn't just his skin what was heating me, I was getting warm from the inside. I couldn't stop my hips from moving and rubbing myself on him. I could feel him getting hard, which made me feel amazing. I was always worried Paul would realize he could do better when me, a girl so much younger then him, and leave. It all went really fast, soon I didn't have any clothes on and neither did Paul. I was now laying on my back and Paul was hovering over me. His eyes were darker then normal although everything was darker then normal so far away from the fire. He pushed into me, and the stopped feeling how tight I was. He looked angery

"are you a virgin?" he said as he started to shake. I nodded and he started to remove himself

"Paul don't" I cawled at him trying to keep him were he was. "Paul I saved myself for you, for the love I feel for you. Please don't stop." He kissed me again his penis back where it was, where it should be and he continued

"Riley were here." I opened my eyes and noticed we were in front of the sheriffs house, I had almost forgot that Bella was Sheriff Swans daughter.

"oh thanks." I said rubbing my eyes and getting out of the car.

Bella had this old red truck that looked as though it was going to fall part, but a piece of me loved it. It fit Bella. Edward had said goodbye, and we started on our way. Surprisingly I was feeling better the further we got. La Push wasn't far from Bellas house, the ride was quite like the last, I had actually expected for her to ask me some question like why I was going, but she didn't. all she did was slide me sideward glances as if she want to say something. Before I knew it Bella had Parked the truck outside, Sam and Emilys house. Sam was one of Pauls friends and Emily was his wife, a nice enough women, who seemed to be on a constant mission to feed Sams friends. Why were we here? Bella must have seem my face cause she answered the question.

"oh sorry you didn't tell me were you wanted to go, but I have to drop some things off to Emily before we go any further, I'll bring you anywhere after I'm going to jakes house if he isn't here anyway so I can bring you to your moms if you want." She paused "or Pauls" I just nodded.

Emily came rushing outside

"Bella, I didn't expect to see you, Jake should be over in a few, when he gets out of class." She turned and looked at me "oh hi Riley," we had both gotten out of the truck and I started to walk over to where Emily was standing." I didn't expect you either but it's good to see you, does Paul know your come?" I was getting really hot now that we weren't in the truck with the windows down.

"no, I haven't talked to him since the last time I was here." I tried not to sound bitter, although I did feel abandoned. I took off the light rain covering that I had worn today forgetting all I had on under it was a tank top. Emily's eyes got wider and I shifter the jacket in my hands to cover my stomach.

"maybe you shouldn't just drop in then, maybe umm, call Paul if you want to see him." Emily seemed in a hurry, like she was rushing me out.

"Em whats wrong."Bella questioned, but before I could answer I heard his voice behind me.

"Riley?"