Surgery Fears
by Mike Douglas
Special thanks to nezabudka1 for help with editing the story.
Rating: NC-17 (Adult Language, Sexual Situations – gay sex)
Disclaimer: Luke, Noah, and all related characters, plots, and locations are property of As the World Turns, Telenext Media, and CBS Television. No profit is made from this fan creation. No copyright infringement is intended!
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It's the evening before Noah's surgery and he was waiting for Luke to get home. He's frightened that the surgery will not turn out well and he wanted Luke to hold him one last time, just in case. Noah heard the front door open and shut. It's Luke. He can smell his cologne but it wasn't only Luke's cologne, it was Reid's too. Noah's known about Luke and Reid ever since Texas. It's true what they say. When once sense is gone, the other senses get stronger to compensate. He could smell Reid's cologne on Luke all the way over to the couch.
"He's been with him tonight." Noah said sadly to himself.
Luke noticed someone sitting on the couch. "Noah, what are you doing here?"
"I wanted to see you before tomorrow."
"Why are you crying?"
"I'm scared."
"About tomorrow?" Luke sat down next to Noah on the couch.
"Not only about tomorrow."
"About what then?"
"Us."
"Us?"
"Yes, if something happens during the surgery tomorrow, I wanted to let you know that I'm sorry. I feel really bad for treating you like shit for months. I'm really sorry, Luke." Noah was very contrite.
"Don't say that Noah. Your surgery will go fine." Luke put his hand on Noah's leg.
"You don't know that. It may not work or worse."
"You will see again."
"When you were in the wheelchair, did you think you'd ever walk again?"
"Point taken." Luke could see that Noah had started crying again. "Why are you crying?"
"I love you, Luke. I never meant to hurt you."
"I know you didn't, Noah."
"Could I... could we... forget it. I'll call a cab." He started pulling out his phone.
"You want to stay here tonight?"
"Yes, I... I just need you to hold me."
Luke pulled Noah into a hug. "Sure, Noah, you can stay."
"Thank you, Luke."
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Luke led Noah upstairs to his room and asked Noah if he wanted to take a shower.
"No, I don't think I need one. I should wash my face and stuff." Noah walked into the bathroom.
A few minutes later, Luke heard something drop in the bathroom and Noah swearing. Luke, worried that Noah may be hurt, ran into bathroom to find Noah standing there in his boxers.
"I knocked something off the sink." Noah said with frustration when he heard Luke walk in the door.
"Let me get it."
Luke took a good look at Noah in his tight boxers. "Hmm, he's looking good." thought Luke as he cleaned up the glass. "It's all cleaned up, Noah."
Picking up Noah's washcloth, he applied some soap on it and raised it to Noah's chest.
"I can do that."
"It's okay." Luke continued to run the washcloth around Noah's muscular chest. "You've been working out."
"I've had extra time."
"Looks good on you, Noah."
Luke was drooling over Noah's hot body that has become more lean and muscular than when they dated. Luke, remembering how great the sex was, didn't notice that he kept rubbing the washcloth over each nipple but Noah did, and loving Luke's touch on his body, chose not to say anything.
"Thanks." Noah could tell by Luke's change in the pitch of his voice and his breathing that Luke was getting turned on.
Luke lowered his hands as he licked his lips and started rubbing the washcloth around Noah's six pack abs. When he realized he was drooling, he took the wash cloth and went up and down each arm, while concentrating on his muscular arms. He rinsed out the washcloth and then wiped off the soap starting with his arms, abs and then chest. When he was still wiping off Noah's chest, he noticed that Noah's boxers were tenting.
Noah noticed that Luke had stopped washing him off and figured that he knew why. "Sorry." He turned a little red.
"It's okay, Noah." Luke said in a deep raspy voice. He was turned on by the sight of Noah's nearly nude hardon muscular body. He couldn't help it. He was always turned on when Noah's around. It's almost like Noah's scent was an aphrodisiac for Luke.
Luke just couldn't control himself any longer and took Noah's left nipple between his teeth and started to bite on it. Noah moaned and moved his hand behind Luke's head pushing Luke's face into his chest to keep Luke sucking and licking his nipples.
"That's it, Luke, chew on them." moaned Noah.
Luke switched to the other nipple and alternated biting, sucking and licking it. Pulling his attention away from Noah's nipples, Luke straightened up and pulled Noah into a kiss backing him against the wall. Luke sank to his knees and pulled down Noah's boxers and freed his hardon. What a sight. He had forgotten what a wonderful looking cock Noah had. Luke put it in his mouth as Noah moaned and trembled above him.
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Luke only had Noah's cock in his mouth for a short time. "Luke, let's move this into the bedroom." Noah didn't want to cum yet. He wanted to be in Luke.
Luke removed Noah from his mouth and then stood up. He grabbed Noah's hand and walked him into the bedroom.
Noah reached out to Luke, taking off his shirt and slipping off his pants. In that split second in time, Noah had wished for only one thing… his sight so he could see Luke's face and eyes light up as Noah made love to him.
Luke was a little tender from Reid earlier but he didn't complain as Noah shoved a finger in his hole. "That feels good, Noah."
God, how he missed Noah. No matter how much he tried to forget about Noah, everything reminded him that Noah was not there. Even sex. It just didn't flow naturally with Reid as it did with Noah. He felt more turned on by Noah than when he was with Reid earlier in the evening.
Noah noticed right away that he didn't have to lube Luke up. He was horny and wanting one last sex romp with Luke before his surgery that he just didn't care.
He grabbed a condom out of Luke's bedside table drawer and put it on. He moved Luke onto his knees and pushed himself into Luke, without any added lube. He sank down slowly to the bottom, taking his time to enjoy the tightness of Luke's ass. He started fucking Luke slowly at first but soon he was fucking Luke with all he had, until he had something to say.
Noah stopped, bent down and whispered into Luke's ear, "Does Reid make you feel this way when he's fucking you?"
Luke's eyes opened wide and his body tightened with fear. "He knows. How did he find out?" Luke thought to himself.
"It's not..."
"Yes, it is." Noah lifted himself back up and started to fucking Luke again.
As the pleasure began to overtake Luke's fear, he started to relax a little. "How can he fuck me when he knows?" Luke said to himself feeling ashamed.
As soon as Luke started to moan again, Noah stopped fucking and bent down again. "Is he good, Luke? Does he fuck you better than me?" but before Luke could answer, Noah's withdrew his dick to the head and then plunged all the way back in. He fucked Luke like a mad man, with every plunge and withdraw, he made sure he was hitting the right areas that he knew would send Luke into orbit. Luke's moaning and groaning was letting him know he was doing what he intended.
Noah stopped again and whispered in his ear. "Does he make you feel this way, Luke?" Noah didn't immediately start to fuck Luke this time. He wanted to know. "Does he Luke? Does he give you the pleasure that I give you?"
"Noah, it's not like that."
"Don't lie to me, Luke." Noah said loudly. "I can smell his cologne on you and I didn't have to lube you up."
Luke knew he had been caught. Noah turned Luke over on his back and started to slide himself all the way into Luke. Luke moaned in pleasure.
"Does he Luke? Does he give you the pleasure that I give you?" Noah asked again.
"No, he doesn't."
"Good. I'm going to make you forget about him, Luke."
And Noah tried to do just that. He took all his knowledge about what turned Luke on and put a plan into action. He bend down and started to kiss Luke. Luke resisted for a minute before he opened his mouth and let Noah's tongue ravage it. Noah lips and tongue worked its way down Noah's neck but he stopped to gnaw on Luke's neck. He fucked Luke with everything he had. He tried to release all his pain, sadness and fear into the sex. He wanted to wipe out any good memories Luke had of having sex with Reid and replace it with memories of Noah taking Luke to heaven.
"Look at me in the eyes." Noah said, as he was getting ready to cum. He could sense that Luke wasn't looking at him. "Look at me." he said louder. "Cum with me, Luke."
Luke looked into Noah's eyes and saw love staring back at him. They both came at the same time. Both Luke and Noah laid there panting as both tried to calm down after the night of great sex before Noah crawled off Luke and laid on his side crying. He was in so much pain. Luke moved over and spooned Noah.
"I'm so sorry, Luke. I took out my fear and anger out on you and I understand why you found someone else."
"It's okay, Noah I understand."
"No, It's not. It will never be the same ever again."
"It will be okay, Noah. I promise." Both men drifted off to sleep.
