Chapter 1.

"Ashley your new album is out, how do you feel?"

"I'm excited for it Ellen, I think everyone will enjoy it. I put alot of work in this album"

"This album was all done by you. You wrote, sang, and produced all the songs correct?" I nodded.

"Yes. Usally I would write and sing, but would have another producer to help me. This time I did the whole album on my own" I smiled as the audienced clapped.

"Why did you decided to do it this way?"

"Well this album is full of deep emotions, and events I had went through since my last album. I didn't want someone eles to tell me how I felt or what the song should sounds like. I wanted to express how every song should sound like, and I needed to do that alone." Ellen nodded.

"You haven't put out a new album in a very long time, so why now?"

"I put out my last album 2 years ago, and since then alot has happen. I had wrote so many songs down that I knew I wanted to record. Then when I heared them I realized that alot of my fans could relate to them, and I wanted to share that with them. Again this album is very personal, and I think my fans will really relate to it."

"Speaking of the last 2 years. Are you ready to answer the questions that everyone will have for you about the last 2 years of your life?" I thought for a second.

"Honestly no. I can't go back to fix the past, but I can change my future. I'm not looking forward to those questions, and I don't think I will be answering them." She nodded again, and I took a sip of my water.

"Now I listen to your new album, and wow its very deep. Has your family and friends listen to it?"

"I don't know." It was true, I honestly didn't know.

"Well I think your album is amazing, thats why everyone today is going home with a copy of Ashley Davies album Rewind!" I clapped, and smiled at the audience going crazy.

"Now before you go, will you play a song for us?"

"For you Ellen of course" She was the one person who never judged me, I adored her.

I got up from the chair, walking over to the piano they set up for me. I wasn't going to perform today, but of course Ellen begged me and I couldn't say no.

"Thank you Ellen for having me on the show, and thank you to all of my fans for sticking with me. This song is called Recovery"

"I don't want to play this game no more
I don't wanna play it
I don't want to stay 'round here no more
I don't wanna stay here
Like rain on a Monday morning
Like pain that just keeps on going on

Look at all the hate they keep on showing
I don't want to see that
Look at all the stones they keep on throwing
I don't want to feel that
Like sun that will keep on burning
I used to be so discerning, oh

In my recovery
I'm a soldier at war
I have broken down walls
I defined
I designed
My recovery

In the sound of the sea
In the oceans of me
I defined
I designed
My recovery

Keep soaring
Keep song-writing
Keep soaring
Keep song-writing
My recovery, my recovery
Keep soaring
Keep song-writing
Keep soaring
Keep song-writing
My recovery

And I can hear the choirs keep on singing
Tell me what they're saying
And I can hear the phone
It keeps on ringing
I don't want to answer
I know that I used to listen
And I know I've become dismissive

In my recovery
I'm a soldier at war
I have broken down walls
I defined
I designed
My recovery

In the sound of the sea
In the oceans of me
I defined
I designed
My recovery

Keep soaring
Keep song-writing
Keep soaring
Keep song-writing
My recovery, my recovery
Keep soaring
Keep song-writing
Keep soaring
Keep song-writing
My recovery

In my recovery
I'm a soldier at war
I have broken down walls
I defined
I designed
My recovery

In the sound of the sea
In the oceans of me
I defined
I designed
My recovery

Keep soaring
Keep song-writing
Keep soaring
Keep song-writing
My recovery, my recovery
Keep soaring
Keep song-writing
Keep soaring
Keep song-writing
My recovery
Keep soaring
Keep song-writing"

I keep my eyes closed as I try not to let the tears fall from my eyes. I hear everyone clapping, then the lights start to dim out. I look up, and its not just me alone. I feel two arms around me hugging me, I relax and finally let the tears fall.

"Its okay Ash, its going to be okay" Kyla says.