A/N : Alright obviously ep. 923 did not go as I had hoped it would. So this story is about how Callie and Arizona work through the affair.

I'm writing this story as like real life marriage issue between two people. So this story will have ups and downs. I hope you enjoy.


Lightening flashed and thunder boomed, as Arizona and Lauren were making out. By this point Lauren had taken off her shirt as well as Arizona's.

Suddenly Arizona halts the kiss and steps back startled, horrified as she realized what she was doing. Lauren looks at her confused at her actions.

" Arizona ?"

" Stay back ! Look what you made me do ! I...I can't believe this. I'm...I'm married and yet here I am with a woman that's not my wife !"

" Arizona please...give me a chance..."

" No ! No ! This stops now. I'm putting my shirt back on, then I'm gonna go to my wife and tell her..."

" And tell her what Arizona ? That you ALMOST had sex with me ?"

" Not exactly. I'm gonna tell her I kissed you and that's it, the rest doesn't matter."

" Why not ? It should Arizona."

" Because I do NOT love you. I love Callie. That's who I choose and I shouldn't be here."

" Then why are you Arizona ?"

" Because I made a terrible mistake, I'm human but I'm far from stupid. Now Dr. Boswell, get the hell out of my way !"

Dr. Boswell moves away from the door and Arizona leaves quickly. Arizona walks shakingly to the nearest bathroom. Going in, she turns on cold water

and splashes her face. Looking in the mirror, she can't stand to look at herself. All she can think about is Callie and how she wishes she could take it back.

What if she hates me ? What have I done ? God help me.


Shaking the thoughts, Arizona leaves the bathroom and begins searching for her wife. Finally she finds Callie in the day care talking with co-workers.

" Arizona, where have you been ? I've paged you for like twenty minutes."

Arizona frowns knowing this was not the place to tell her.

" Um...can we talk in private in my office ?"

Callie did not like the sound of that at all. She nods and follows Arizona quickly.

Getting in Arizona's office, they take a seat.

" Ok Arizona, what's going on here ?"

Arizona did not want to do this but this was her fault. So taking a deep breath, she begins trying to explain.

" I...I was with...Lauren...Dr. Boswell I mean."

Callie swallows hard not liking the tone in Arizona's voice.

" What do you mean, with her Arizona ?"

" Um...we had to get some supplies in the supply room...and we..."

" And what Arizona ?"

" We...we kissed. But Callie I swear it didn't mean anything. She kissed me first."

Callie was in awe. She definitely wasn't expecting that. Somehow she gets the courage to speak.

" Did...you...kiss her back ?"

" Yes...but not on purpose...I..."

" You forgot your married..."

" No...no I got caught in the moment."

Callie grits her teeth and stands up quickly, now very angry.

" Quit fucking lying to me ! I deserve the truth ! Here's what you did Arizona. You and that doctor have been flirting but you did not stop.

You let her keep on, all the while FORGETTING about me ! The woman that has forgiven time and time again ! For eight damn long

months, I took care of you regardless of how you treated me ! I let you cuss me, I let you blame me, and I let you be angry ! But I'll tell

you this is going to far ! I will NOT stand by and watch this bullshit ! Our marriage means nothing to you ! You don't give a damn !"

At this point both woman had tears running down their face. Both hearts broken and Arizona not knowing what to say.

" Callie please ! Listen to me...I love you. Not her, you only you. You have to believe me !"

" See that's where your wrong. I don't have to do anything Arizona. If I wanted to, I could take off my wedding band and leave you.

But there's a problem, we have a daughter to think about here. A daughter that adores and loves you. She wouldn't understand,

hell I don't understand. All I know is we have a big problem and I don't know what to do Arizona. I never thought THIS would happen."

" Neither did I Callie. What do we do now ?"

" We do our jobs, then go home where I will sleep on the couch and you will sleep in our bed alone."

" Will you ever forgive me ?"

" I don't know. If I do, it will be a very long time."

" Do you still love me Callie ?"

" Sadly yes. I will always love you but right now I do not like you."

" I don't like me ethier. I'm ashamed of this Callie."

" And you should be, because I feel like a damn fool."

Without another word, Callie leaves and Arizona starts to cry again.

" I'm about to lose the battle and cross the line, I'm about to make another mistake and even though I try to stay away everything around me keeps dragging me in. I can't help thinking to myself what if my time would end today, today, today, can I guarantee that I will get another chance. Before it's too late, too late, too late...

Forgive me, my heart is so full of regret. Forgive me, now is the right time for me to repent, repent, repent. Am I out of my mind? What did I do? Oh, I feel so bad and every time I try to start all over shame comes back to haunt me, I'm trying hard to walk away but temptation is surrounding me, surrounding me.I wish that I could find the strength to change my life before it's too late, too late, too late.

I know, you're the most forgiving and that you've promised to always be now I'm standing here ashamed of all the mistakes I've committed, please don't turn me, my heart is so full of regret. Forgive me."