I awoke gasping for air on the verge of tears. Each night for the past 2 weeks this has happened to me, and each time I was left wondering what the hell was making so damn sad that I would cry in my sleep? I mean it was normal for me to cry in my sleep when I dreamt about Sam but this was different, normally I would remember ever part of a dream but no not in this case. I couldn't remember a single detail of it at all. This bothered me I hated being weak and now for what seemed like no apparent reason. I laid back down to try to go back to sleep, I was so tired lately even though I got a few hours of sleep it was never enough. The reason for it was obvious, ever since Jacob imprinted on the spawn of the leech and Bella swan he was never around. Which meant he was slacking on his alpha duties so we rejoined Sam's pack, much to my disliking along with the rest of the members of the pack. This meant more patrolling and stricter rules with sam in charge I hate how uptight he was. Things were rough at first but all in all things have gotten better, I mean sure everyone in the pack still hated me except for 4 people but things got less awkward at least. Being in Jacobs pack made me less angry not to mention being away from Sam helped me heal a little bit though it still hurts. I rolled over to go back to sleep when I heard a howl, it was Sam calling another meeting.
"Ugh" I moaned, I really didn't want to get up, I could just stay in bed and sleep for a couple more hours the offer sounded so tempting but when I heard a knock on my door.
"Come on sis we gotta go" my little brother complained. "Fine" I gripped and got out of bed. I put on a pair of shorts and a tank top and but my hair in a messy ponytail. We walked in silence as we reached the beach; everyone was there except my favorite wolf. Jake. We had become best friends after I joined his pack, he was always the last to show up at the meetings because he was always with Nessie. I sat down next to Seth and embry, embry and Quil were among the 4 people in the pack who actually gave an effort to like me along with my brother and Jake. We sat there chit chatting until he showed up naturally no one talked to me so I stared off into the waves to avoid quaking at Sam as I did so often.
"Don't start the party without me" he boomed as he squeezed between me and Quil.
"Look who finally decided to grace us with our presence" I joked
"o well if it isn't my favorite weregirl" he put his arm around me and looked to Sam to begin.
Me and Jake had become really comfortable with each other we were best friends, anyone not in on the secret would think we were dating each other because we were constantly hugging each other. But Jake was just really affectionate that way; our closeness seemed to bother everyone not to mention shock.
The meeting ended quickly the basic stuff blah. So we had to patrol it was agreed upon that Colin, Brady, Jared and Paul would take the night shift. Embry, Quil, and Seth would take the afternoon shift. This left me Jacob and Sam on patrol now. I honestly don't ever remember agreeing to this I wasn't really paying attention Jacob was distracting me with some dumb story about something the big leech did, o I mean Emmet I was trying to call them by their names as a favor to Jacob.
Man this was going to be a long day I hated having patrol with Sam made it harder to control my thoughts but at least Jake would be there ranting about how nessie did the cutest little thing.
"Meeting adjourned" Sam stated.
Me and Jake began to walk towards the forest leaving Sam following behind us, if he hadn't started speaking we would have forgotten he was even there. That was something she loved about Jacob his ability to make her forget the thing that hurt hr the most….Sam.
"Ok Jacob you will go north, Leah south and I'll go west we will met up here in 10 minutes." He ordered.
"Ey Ey captain!" Jacob said in like the goofball he was, with a huge grin on his face.
I turned to phase when I felt a sharp jab in my lower stomach, it hurt a lot which surprised me but it went away quickly. After regaining my balance she tried to phase but couldn't. Sam huffed impatiently urging me to hurry up. I tried again but nothing, finally I yelled "I can't phase". They looked at me shocked then Jake phased back. "Are you sure?" The pain in my stomach returned it was worst but not too bad I ignored it and tried to phase again.
"Nope I can't"
"Maybe you stopped phasing Leah"
His word shocked me, being a wolf was a burden but it still was a major part of my life and I couldn't imagine me not being one.
As the thoughts crossed my mind the pain returned this time I grabbed my side, the pain was getting worst and worst. The world started to spin and I felt myself getting closer and closer to the ground.
"Leah!" was all heard before everything went black.
