Just a one shot stuck in my head since I have been n=binge watching south of nowhere over the weekend. Bold italic is song lyrics.
Dont own south of nowhere or the song so enjoy.
Sheis always on my mind no matter how far away I may be from her. I can smell her shampoo and feel her touch on my skin. Sometimes it feels like it is burning through me but other times it is comforting.
"I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you
Its been weird being away from her. She keeps me grounded and has helped me through so much. She was there for me when I lost my dad which meant it felt like I lost my life.
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I walked away from her when it got to hard to deal with the lose of my own father. When she went away to school I thought I lost everthing. I thought i lost my whole heart. She didnt realize how much she held my soul and heart in her hands. This girl was the glue to everything I am but she had no clue that i needed her that much.
I've lost so much along the way
Then I'll see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole
When she first left for school in boston I knew that I wouldnt make it long with out her. I went to go see her and it felt like everything fell back into place. She was the person that kept me clean and off the drugs and kept me from turning into my own dad. She was gone for one month and that whole month I found myself lost and heading back towards my life of sex and drugs before her. So before it became to bad I flew to her arms.
I've come undone
But you make sense of who I am
Like puzzle pieces in your eye
She didnt realise it until the day I flew out there that she was the glue to my very broken puzzle. When she saw me in the court yard of her school looking so broken and lost she knew that I needed her in my life more than I ever let on. I always had a hard time opening up to her but in that court yard I let all of my feelings out.
Then I'll see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole!
She called my name from her kitchen that night and I looked into her eyes and I knew that no matter what she could always fix me. She has always been able to fix me and make me better. She was Spencer and I was ashley but together we could make the world just a little bit brighter. She didnt care that I was so clingy to her and that I moved my whole life to boston just to have her. She would just smile at me every moring and kiss me every night.
I tried so hard! So hard!
I tried so hard!
Then I'll see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole
So you can make me whole"
Later that year I finally made my record and in the special copy I made for her. Her eyes widened when she saw the very bottom of the picture she knew why that copy was only for her. The cover picture was of us and at the bottom it asked her to marry me. Lets just say that I became a whole person 5 years ago because she fits my pieces perfectly.
