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A/N: I suddenly had a mood for writing... Maybe it was because I realized that my aim in writing is very near... I counted the number of stories I've posted (40 this is the 41st) plus the ones I'm going to post, it sums up to more than 50! I'm so happy, and now, it makes me want to type! I hope you enjoy this one! Please review...
If I Left You Alone
Years have gone by and there wasn't anything extraordinary or meaningful in our relationship. By simply not breaking up our engagement, it doesn't necessarily mean that you love me... Here I am in bed; looking at my fiancé's face. He truly is naïve. Could I really leave him? I know that if I leave, it would hurt me…but, how about him? Will it hurt him? I love him, but he doesn't love me… I want him to be happy; I want to be happy as well. As I come up with a decision, I caressed his cheek… Maybe it really is time to go. Maybe he should just forget about me. Maybe one day, when we cross paths, I will see him with another person, a person he loves and is happy being with. I sighed and climbed down the bed as look at his seemed to be irritated expression. I may get it wrong but, I think he likes it when caress his cheek like that… I shook my head and looked at the ceiling.
"Wolfram… Wolfram… Don't go… I-I'll do anything to make you stay…just…just don't leave me…" I heard him say.
I turned around to look at him. He displayed a pained looking face. I felt guilty…
"Wolfram… Please don't go… I need you by my side… I want to be with you… I want to be near you! I want you to know that I love you! If ever I did something bad to you, I want to apologize… Wolfram, I'm begging you, please don't leave me…" Yuri's closed eyes were shedding tears.
I felt teary too. I really wanted him to say those words to him, and yet, I myself haven't told him those three words. Maybe he was just waiting for me to say it before telling me that he felt the same what towards me. I'm selfish… I wanted to wake him up, but my curiosity got the best of me and made me watch what would happen next. There was a long pause and I could see more tears sliding down his tan cheeks. He began to sob and wail.
"I-I thought that you were supposed to stay with me till the very end… I thought that you were supposed to comfort or bring some sense to me when I'm hurt and give me advice when I need counselling. I thought you loved me… I you really did, then why did you have to leave…?" Yuri whispered. "Am I that bad of a fiancé for you to do so…?"
I can't stand it anymore… I can't stand looking at Yuri in tears. I can't stand being the reason for Yuri's tears to fall. I never thought that Yuri would react like this, if I leave him. I shook his shoulders and called his name frantically as if I wasn't able to wake Yuri up; the he will die. He was finally conscious and slowly opened his eyes.
"Wolfram, is that you?" He asked anxiously as he sat up and rubbed his eyes.
"Yes, it's me. Who else could be in here, wimp? Unless you're hiding a girl from me…" I said trying to lift up the mood.
He looked at me with those teary eyes of his and hugged me. He cried and I tried to comfort him as I secretly shed my own tears. I patted his back to calm him down. It seems to work.
"You won't leave me, right, Wolfram?" He asked me with a shaky voice.
"Of course, I won't leave you…" I said truthfully.
We broke the embrace and he looked at me.
"Did I ever tell you that I love you?" He asked me with a smile finally appearing on his face.
"Yes, you already did, so don't worry about it, okay?"
He nodded and went back to sleep. I laid my head on the pillow and wrapped my arms around his waist. I don't think I'll ever try leaving him again…
The End
A/N: I hope you liked it! I'm getting my report card today; I hope I get good grades!
