I woke up with sweat pouring down my forehead, it's been 3 weeks since Edward left, but I was still seeing him in my head. The dreams of Edward did not show him as who he was in reality, they showed him as a vile monster, instead of his usual kind mysterious look and dark golden eyes, I saw him as a mean violent beast with blood red eyes and the thirst for humans blood ran high through his body, nothing could stop him, nothing could save him, he was no longer a protecter but a enemy now. Every night since he left I have been seeing this dream over and over like a movie in my head, waking up drenched in sweat and my heart racing faster the light. The phone started to ring just as I got out of my bed, I ran to the phone just before the last ring. " Hello" I answer in a low tired voice, " hey Bella it's Jacob, oh. I'm sorry did I wake you up?" I let out a quite laugh, " no Jake you didn't wake me, actually I just got up before you called, what's up?" " oh I was just wondering if you wanted to do something, go to a movie, thee beach, and just chill out for the day, do you want to?" it was quite for a minute or two as I thought about it, I had no reason not to, but I was afraid to. The last time I saw Jake it got a little out of had, I started to like him more then I should, I mean he's one of my best friends but the past few days i've been starting to love him, like actually love him. " Hello, Bella are you there?" I heard the anticipation on his voice. " Yeah sorry, umm. Yeah, sure that would be fun, what time? do you want me to drive out to La Push or stay here or go to Port Angeles?" " I guess you can come down here, and well start from there, okay." " sure i'll be there in an hour or so I have to get ready, bye Jake i'll see you soon." " okay see you soon Bella."
After I hung up the phone, I made toast and ate it on my way up the stairs. I went into my room and got my bag of bathroom valuables, it took me faster then usual to get ready. I threw on my jeans and a new green tank top. Before I left I cooked Charlie some eggs. My truck was nice and toasty as I drove down the main highway towards La Push, suddenly I had a weird feeling in my stomach, I didn't know why i was feeling like this, maybe it was because I was just a couple of minutes away from seeing Jake. The truck made a bang as I shut off the engine, Jake ran out of the front door to greet me as i waked up the gravel driveway. "Bella" Jacob said as he pulled me up into a tight hug, his naked chest was warm, i didn't want to let go, I felt something different, in a long time i actually felt loved. " Hey jake, i missed you" i said as he pulled away, " i've missed you too Bella, I'm sorry i haven't talked to you since last week, i've been busy."
Today was the best day that i've had in a long time, after i arrived at Jacob's house we drove down to the beach and sat at the shore line and talked, after that we went to La Push family restaurant, jacob ordered Butter shrimp and fish and chips, i had a caesar salad and crab. The day was drawing to an end as the sunset fell behind the horizon. We pulled up to Jacob's house. " thanks Jake, today was great, i need this." i leaned over to hung him and then it just slipped out in a whisper " i love you Jacob Black, I really truly love you." our arms fell, and we just stared at each other, Jake was shocked but happy i could see that in his eyes, Jake leaned in closer and whispered into my ear, " I love you too." His lips brushed down the side of my cheek and reach my mouth, his lips were warm as they moved swiftly agents mine, the truth was i actually liked it. I pushed away and said " no, no i can't, I'm sorry Jake." I opened the door and ran to my car started the engine and slowly drove away from La Push, Away from Jacob.
