(Len's POV)

Writing a love song had never been hard for me. It was simple, right? It didn't have to really mean anything; it was just words on a paper and a melody, so why was it that I had so much trouble writing this one? After all, it was about Kaito-nii, and he was a guy, so I shouldn't have felt so weird and shy writing the song with him, especially because he was one of my best friends. We should just be able to laugh it off and do the song, but it seemed like that was hard to do for some reason.

Also, why was it that I kept feeling a weird, clumsy way whenever I talked to Kaito? He was like a crush, I guess, at that point, but it felt so much different than those short little infatuations I had felt for Gumi and Miku in the past, mostly because this wouldn't go away, no matter how hard I tried to banish these feelings. It was strange of me to feel this way about another guy but I don't have a problem with that so I was able to accept it. But why, oh why, did it have to be Kaito?

Master had asked us to write a love song together to please the yaoi fans out there, and I agreed to that because it didn't seem like that much of a big deal. Kaito also complied with Master's wishes, and so we were scheduled to meet on that Thursday to write the song together. The bad thing was that over the past few months before that, I had actually been falling for Kaito, you could say, so it would be totally awkward writing a love song with him. Plus I didn't know if he even felt the same way which just made everything worse because it could lead to not only awkwardness but also heartbreak. I didn't think that he would, I mean, he had so many beautiful women and girls after him, and even if he was gay he would probably choose Gakupo or Kiyoteru over me, considering how I was a 14-year-old boy and he would be teased a lot and called a pedo of he dated me.

Part of me was glad that I would get the chance to write this kind of song with Kaito, but part of me just wanted to run away and hide and never come back. It was just far too humiliating! Especially since the lyrics of the song were bound to be true, at least for me, because I had been caught in the mental and emotional trap of one-sided love. It was so unfair that I had to fall in love with a guy; why couldn't I just be normal and date girls like other boys my age...? I had been asked out and flirted with by girls many, many times, and even by a few guys, but I always turned them down because I loved someone else; of course, I would never ever tell them who it was I had these feelings for. That would ruin my reputation and I would be made fun of constantly at Vocaloid Academy! Also, our school teaches all Vocaloids, which includes elementary school ages (example: Kaai Yuki), middle school ages (example: Oliver), High school (me, and most of the other Vocaloids) and college (Kaito, Gakupo, etc.), so that would mean that pretty much everyone would find out. It would even leak to the media which would probably upset a lot of our fans.

One thing that was really bothering me was that I suspected Kaito of dating Meiko, or at least having feelings for her, so I wanted to keep my distance because he would reject me for sure. Kaito and I were great friends, but I doubted that it would ever turn into anything more, considering how he had never shown any kind of romantic affection towards me and had always treated me as if I was his little brother or cousin or something like that. He was also very gentle towards me, making sure to carefully select his words so that he could be sure not to hurt my feelings or anything, which actually kind of annoyed me, even though I knew he was trying to be nice. He treated me like a baby! I was sick and tired of being called "shota," and "baby" was every worse!

Yep, there was no way that he liked me as anything more than a friend,

(Kaito's POV)

I will admit that I was actually very excited to be able to write a love song with Len. I knew that I was a total pervert for feeling this way about a 14-year-old boy when I am an 18-year-old man, but I couldn't help it, and I couldn't get the dirty thoughts out of my head that were directed towards that adorable little blond-haired shota. It was not only that he was cute, though, it was something far more meaningful than that; he was the one I loved more than anyone or anything in the world. Even more than ice cream!

I knew that he didn't feel the same way, though, I mean it was obvious to me that he a thing for Miku so he would never even consider dating someone like me. I wanted so damn badly to be able to hold him, to tell him how much I loved him, to be as important to him as he is to me... But I knew that that would never happen, so I decided that I should just keep this to myself and appreciate having him as a friend, and of course cherish the one-sided "romantic moments", like writing a love song with him, and pretend that he felt the same way. It was better to leave it at this than to crush all possible hope by getting rejected, right? This way I could at least daydream and fantasize of someday being with him, even though I knew that it would never happen. It was better to dream than to face the harsh reality, though.

Even if Len did like me, he wouldn't just come out and say it because as a 14-year-old he probably was trying to fit in as much as possible, and he would be judged by his peers for sure if they found out that he was going out with someone who is not only a guy, but also 4 years older than him. They would call it "wrong" and "disgusting", but since when was love wrong or disgusting? Ah, I was getting to swept up in "what ifs" anyways. It wasn't like we would ever actually be together, so what was the point of worrying of imaginary things?

I would just enjoy writing a song with Len and being his friend, because that's the best thing that I could do. I didn't want to ruin our friendship and make it totally awkward by confessing to him, so, as much as I wanted to tell him my true feelings, it was too much of a risk. I simply HAD to keep it a secret.

(3rd person POV)

When it came time for Kaito and Len to write the song together, they met at Kaito's rather large but empty blue Tokyo home. It was big but not insanely huge like Meiko or Gakupo's house, but it seemed to be that way because of the fact that Kaito lived alone. Len felt bad for Kaito and didn't how someone could live without anyone, mostly because he had always had Rin and sometimes other roommates for short periods of time. There was a time that he, Kaito, Rin, Miku, and all the other Vocaloids lived together with Master in the Vocaloid Mansion, but those times had past and now they all lived in their own houses. Some Vocaloids lived together, but usually that was only couples, siblings, or very close friends.

Kaito preferred to live alone rather than with his old roommate, his best friend Gakupo, mostly because of the mess and loudness that came with living together. He couldn't live with Len for obvious reasons; it would just be far too tempting. He would never be able to live with himself if he lost control and did something to hurt his beloved Len, even if it was not on purpose. He had great self control and was a very relaxed guy, so it was very unlikely that any of those things would happen, but he still wanted to make sure that there was absolutely no chance of it happening. I mean, being alone in a bedroom with Len could temporarily blind anyone's moral senses, right?

(Len's POV)

"Len-kun!" Kaito greeted me, with the smile I knew so well, "I'm so glad to see you!"

He was always so enthusiastic, and surprisingly enough I'm pretty sure that he was almost always genuinely excited. Kaito is not the type of person who would tell a lie or try to fool people.

"Hey Kaito-senpai." I blushed shyly, and I could feel my heart beating faster than normal, "I, uh, brought over some notes that I took for the song. It's not much but I thought that I could at least get something started."

"That's great, it'll go to great use and I'm sure it will make it much easier to write this song." Kaito told me.

I hated it so much that all of these strange new emotions took over whenever I made contact with Kaito, it was so damn stupid! It was also totally unfair that this had to affect me of all people. Why couldn't Miku or Gumi or hell, even Gakupo, fall in love with Kaito instead of me?! Wait a second, did I admit to myself that I was in love with Kaito?! What was wrong with me...?

Authors note: I decided to end this chapter here. Mushahahahaha. Well, I'll update soon. Bye bye! :). ~ Lydia-chan