Utterly Broken

A fan fiction of Legend of Zelda Skyward Sword

By Agent Beetle

In had been long a two weeks since the terrible incident, but it hurt like it was only a minute ago. I really loved her, but she loved someone else and there no pain in the world worst than that. It was all doing good till he showed up. He took her away from me. Oh why does it have to hurt? Why did have to happen? Why did I fall in love? I'll never forgive Pipit, ever.

I haven't been doing well. All I do is eat, sleep, and cry and cry and cry. When I dream I dream nightmares of her and him together. I'm afraid to see them so I don't leave my room. I haven't seen anyone except Strich and Link. Link this is his fault too. If he had disobeyed me and given that letter to the creep in the bathroom this wouldn't have happened. Link, Pipit, Karane, I hate them. Oh Karane why I loved you? Why didn't you just love me?

I hear stories through my door about Link's coming and leaving Skyloft and about how Groose is still gone. Nothing seems right anymore. I wonder if she thinks of me and how she crushed me. I'm just being an idiot. Of course not. She choose Pipit and never looked back. They're probably out somewhere just being together, sickening. Oh I wish he were me and I were him. I wish I was with her and HE was the one feeling this pain in HIS heart. Oh why?

No one understands how I feel. I bet no one even knows I'm gone. Well screw them, all of them.

There was a knock on the door. Oh who is it. I want to be alone. I just won't answer they'll go away. The knocking came again.

"BEAT IT" I yelled tears forming in my eyes yet again. They didn't listen in fact they came in and who else would it be but the guy who ruined my life, Pipit. He's just here to tell me how great his relationship with the girl who should be MINE! He sat in a chair next to me. I turn on my bed to face the wall. It was a much better sight.

"Hey uh... how you doing" he asked quietly.

"How the hell do you think" I snapped.

"Oh uh… Sorry I just, um, came here to-" he started nervously.

"To what? Laugh at me, or to say how she belongs to you, or maybe to see how miserable I am" I screamed, "get out you screwed me don't you think I feel it enough?"

"I'm sorry Cawlin. You're upset I get it, but you need to pick yourself up," he said, "I know you hate me, but you can't live your life like this. There are other girls and there's more to life. Please people are worried about you and this is just absurd."

"What do you care?" I said fighting tears.

"You may not think it but I do. You're my friend, Cawlin, and I can't sit back and watch you do this to yourself. You need to get over it and move on." At that he stood and left

What does he know about my pain? I can't just forget it. She was one of a kind. No one else could replace her and he is NOT my friend. He did this to me. He's not sorry. I can live like this just watch me. His words mean nothing. Absolutely… nothing