Title: I Want To Know
Author: Lex_Storm
Pairing: Jacob/Alec mention of Edward/Bella and others
Rating: NC-17
Warning: AU between Eclipse and Breaking Dawn, drama, OOC
Disclaimer: All the characters mentioned on this story are legal property of Stephenie Meyer, so I'm just borrowing them for a story, which has no bad purposes.
Author's Note: It's kinda kinky the story, so I suggest to any one who read this, store some patience.
Prologue
"I know "Jane sad, look firmly to the front.
As always the Volturi had to be so strict with the "Rules of the vampire World", and the other's just limited them to watch.
But there was one of the Volturi's who watch ashamed the whole scene of the death of the girl called Bree; he wasn't anymore like his "supposed-to-be partners". He could be cold outside, but inside there was a flame of compassion screaming really loud on his mind, and asking for a lifestyle change, but he just ignores those screams. He knows that shame would not take him to a good place.
Something like self-torture, but worst.
Aro told him, that he's supposed to be cold, and merely, no more like a human, but, how can he do that? The Volturi rip his whole human life without a warning, and that –have it for sure- leave some marks, rather scars.
He knew about the little gift of Aro's obsession, Edward, but he doesn't care to be read like an open book, furthermore, he wants to scream it out loud. Let anyone knows that he doesn't chose that life that he's just trapped like a little bird on a cage.
As long as he stayed on that clearing he was begging to Edward to scream his thoughts, but Edward seems to be really busy right then.
So, when the "meeting" ended, the Volturi just vanished like a whisper; they had some other things to do on Seattle. So they were planning to stay, for a while to clean up the mess of the newborns, for petition –rather order- of Aro.
And so it was. Right before the limits of Forks, Alec, a bit frustrated, run up to another direction on to the limits of Forks, he needed to think, alone, and meanwhile he was getting far from his group, he could feel the concerned look of his sister Jane, anyway it was to late to regret this decision, that sooner or later, Aro will consider like treason.
He wasn't sure if he was already out of Forks or not, he was just asking for and answer, but instead of that the only thing he got was the smell, of one of the members of the Cullen's clan, so he stopped dead, waiting for him to enter on his vision range.
A matter of seconds later, there he was, it was Edward, but this time he was absolutely alone, witch seem a little defiant to Alec, because he was sure that Edward knew about his powers, and even so, he was there, alone.
"I'm not being stupid for coming alone" Edward sad with a tone that he was sure Alec will listen to.
"You're the mind reader, so you tell me" Alec sad with a tone of humor, being happy because it seems after all Edward really put some of his attention on his thoughts.
"Yeah, I really did it", in fact I could swore that you were screaming on your mind" sad seriously
"Kinda" Alec answered with his head down
"So, what can I do for you?" Edward asked calmly
"Didn't sad you had to do something for me, I was just feeling trapped, that's all"
"Still, isn't it" Edward asked softly this time.
"How you do it? How are you capable to act so…human?" Alec ask hesitantly
"Bella" he respond firmly
"But how she…she's merely a human, nothing compare to…"
"They have a soul, just like us before this new life, that's the why" Edward sad looking directly to the eyes of Alec
"You mean, the mate's of the vampires can actually turn them into something near to human" he ask hopefully
"Depends on you"
"But how will I know if I never…" he suddenly stopped ashamed
"C'mon you got all eternity to find one" Edward smiled
"Don't think so, when the others return to Volterra, they will come back to kill me for betray them" he sad, suddenly worried.
"I know you're honest, because I see it on your mind, you want to change, and it's never too late for that Alec"
"But…" he tried to bit back
"Let me tell you something, I'll talk to Carlisle, and see if you can stay with us, does that sound good to you?" Edward got closer to Alec, not sure of his steps but regardless shorting de distance between
"Sounds good" Alec sad and straight away they ran up to the Cullen's home.
Alec wasn't sure what he was doing, but when he remembered that anyway he was going to die for his decisions, he realizes there was no time to regret.
After all, if you don't bet you don't win.
TBC
