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Ch.1

"That was amazing Edward." I sighed as i collapsed onto the bed.

He chuckled and kissed my head. "Glad you enjoyed it."

He stood up and began to get dressed again, much to my disappointment.

I had liked Edward ever since we were kids. I never thought he would think of me as something more then his bestfriend. I had watched him go through girl after girl, break up after break up. Yet, i couldn't help but to be crazy about him. He had finally found out how i felt about him last night. I just kinda blurted it out. And, well thats how we got here. I must say i was a little disappointed that he just had sex with me and didn't ask me to be his girl friend but i just got caught up in the moment.

"Well i better be going, ill see you later." Edward kissed my head one last time and walked out the door.

I hoped i wasn't like the other girls. I hoped Edward would see me as something more, but i wasn't sure how likely that was.

I got out of bed and headed straight for the shower. Charlie wouldn't be home for another hour or so so i had time to clean up. After my shower i though my sheets in the washer and started on dinner. I couldn't seem to keep my mind off of Edward, he was in my every thought. I loved him, i always had.

Charlie's voice brought me out of my daze. "Bells?"

"In here Charlie!" I hollered from the kitchen.

"Smells good." He complimented my cooking on normal occasions.

"Thanks, its ready."

I sat the table and made our plates and we sat down to eat. We didn't talk much. He asked me about my day and the rest was done in a comfortable silence.

After dinner i took a quick shower then decided to call Edward. I quickly dialed his number and was greeted by the silky voice i loved so much.

"Hey this is Edward, sorry i couldn't come to the phone, leave a message! BEEP!"

I sighed and hung up the phone. Did i do something wrong? Edward hadn't called at all today. Was i just another one night stand for him? No. No, i couldn't be, he said i was different, and i was going to believe that. So i tried to convince myself that he was just busy and couldn't come to the phone. Yeah that was it. But no matter how many times i repeated that in my head, i didn't believe myself once.

. . .

I woke up to a dull stream of light shining through the window. I sat up dizzily as i dragged myself out of bed, trying not to trip over anything. I walked over to the window to see it was snowing outside. Ugh. Great. Wet and cold wasn't my thing.

I walked downstairs and got a quick cup of coffee, i seemed unordanarily incoherent this morning, i just felt numb. As i curled up on the couch with my coffee, all of the events from yesterday came flooding back, all the different emotions i had went to sleep feeling.. Hurt, scared, confusion. It surprised me that Happiness wasn't a part of that list, i mean, i had just had sex with Edward Cullen, my long life crush, for crying out loud! But i couldn't help that i felt some strange emptiness.

So, i debated my options. I could sit here and mourn, or, i could get up and go to Edwards. Well, what i wanted to do, and what i needed to do were 2 different things. I WANTED to do option 1, yet my instinct told me to go with 2. So i threw on some clothes and headed out into the snow.

I got in my truck and eased out of the driveway, knowing good and well that the roads were slick. With my lack of coordination, i had to be extremely careful.

My mind wandered around Edward as i drove slowly through forks. He would probably think i was some physco for comeing to his house..What was i going to do? Yell at him for not answering my phone calls? No, i could say that now, but once i was met by his face…oh his face. His tussled, copper hair, big green eyes, sculpted cheekbones…

Edwards face was the last thing i saw before i was met by a bright light comeing straight toward me.


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