I'm so aggravated with this, but it feels so good.
Do humans go through this?
I can't help but think of Rin all the time and how he is.
I just want to kiss him and hold him and cherish him. almost.
He's a pathetic excuse of a demon, but he's so addicting.
He makes me feel things that I once believed demons could not feel.
Why do I want to treat him so delicately at times when demons mold together in the harshest of ways?
I want Rin as he is and everything about him that remains in this moment.
I want everything about him, and I long to be the only one he loves like this.
I don't personally care if we have kids though I'd take care of them like he'd want me to.
He's mine, I feel, and all I seem to want is to be his.
I hate this, but he's already pulled me in far too tightly.
