I still cannot get Medaka Box out of my head even though it has been so long since I read it. Thus, I decided to do a a drabble about my homie Zenkichi and his thoughts on battling his shitty potential lover, Medaka, for presidency. Lol. I have some issues against the eponymous heroine for some reason. I guess it's because she has the potential of being the greatest cheating wifey in shounen manga history. Whatever. I'll stop from there before I start flaming her.
Here is the drabble and I apologize for any grammatical errors.
DISCLAIMER: MEDAKA BOX IS NOT OWNED BY ME.
Becoming the Monster
In order to become noticed – to be seen – I have to become her enemy. It's sad because as a friend, I won't be noticed.
People tell me otherwise.
"Don't do it."
"You can fall for someone else."
"Forget her."
But I can't.
I love her.
And so, I will become the hated. I will become the dreaded. I will become the enemy.
It's paradoxical. Why are her enemies more interesting?
Is it because they give her a challenge?
Is it because they don't try to muster up to her expectations?
I…
I'm not perfect.
Because of my own personality, our relationship has been based only on loyalty.
I shall be loyal to my master.
I shall never betray my master.
I shall love my master.
That mindset undermines everything. My love won't be noticed and instead, it will only be looked at insignificantly.
Because to her, it is useless.
Why should she worry about me? I 'love' her. There is no reason to take care of me. There is no reason to deter me. There is no reason to reform me.
And so, I will become the one who destroys her. I will erase what she truly believes in. I will make her bow down to me.
END.
I believe that Zenkichi is truly a remarkable character. His determination is utterly inspiring. I mean, shit. Fuck Kumagawa. It's all about the Z-man.
Whoa. I should stop there. Anyway, thank you for reading.
K. Bye.
