Thought I'd have a go at writing a fanfic. Probably just be a one shot, please R&R

A mother

She sank back down in the comfy office chair, the past few week's events catching up with her. She was drained both emotionally and physically, she was however also a mother.

Jac Naylor the 'ice queen' wan now a mother. She had never expected to become ne, in her line of work there simply wasn't room for a child. She worked shifts and they varied, how she was going to take care of Emma she was unsure.

That was if she even got to bring her home. Today has been a step in the right direction though. Today had also been horrible- seeing her, it holding her daughter before she'd had, broke her heart even more. She had to have her time to herself to get her head round everything, and in that hesitation she had lost a precious moment, being the first to hold your child.

Jac Naylor's childhood had been a painful and unconventional one perhaps that was why she couldn't bring herself to do it. Or that's what she would keep telling herself. But for now all that mattered was that her beautiful daughter Emma was alive, beating all the odds stacked against her. She had got a chance to hold her later on. That was all that mattered for now; Jac Naylor was a mother and that felt, well she didn't know how it felt…

Gwen xx