A/N Because I never really wrote or read much soulless!sam fiction, and I'm trying my hand at new things, this happened. I still have no idea what the heck is going on but, I hope my five second ramblings are good enough for you guys. :) ~Sammy
If you could cry, you would.
If you could laugh, you would.
If you could feel anything, you would.
But you don't, so you don't.
And all you've got is nothing.
A bunch of people you never knew before, never loved.
Not that that matters, because, you can't love.
You've got an angel who's darker than you ever were.
But that doesn't make you worth redemption.
All that you have is a memory.
A memory, or rather, a hundred.
Of green eyes, and a smile.
Peanut M n Ms and old rock.
Whiskey, leather and gun oil.
Love, Love, and Love.
But that is gone.
You let it go a year ago.
So why does it hurt so much?
Nothing hurts this much.
But somehow, it does.
And you will never sleep.
Because, you miss him.
And you would see him in a dream.
But he is happier this way.
So you'll keep missing him.
And he'll keep smiling
For when he smiles, that is when you truly ever feel anything.
A/N yeah, that is some deep stuff... please don't cry, I hate causing tears without being able to cheer said crying person up. Review maybe? I guarantee non-angsty conversation! :P ~sammy
