(Continued from story: My wolf)
You came into my room whilst I was sleeping, and you just looked at me. You saw my dreams, I saw your nightmares. You saw us skipping through golden fields together. I saw you in the rain, blood running down your naked body. My blood. You were knelt on the ground, my dead body in your arms. There was no expression on your face, no sign you cared. Just a blank staring face.
Horrid images swirled through my head (though I found the image of you naked in the rain strangely erotic). Then I just cried, and I sobbed, and you came to my rescue. You came to me and kissed my cheek. I shuddered, and you mopped my brow. You held me close to you as life left me. You FELT me die, and that breaks my heart. From my point of view, I had woken up to your smiling face. Then you stopped smiling. Then I realised. I was dead.
You embraced your wolf form and leapt through my bedroom window sending shards of glass flying. You let out a mighty howl, then a whimper as acid tears burnt your face. SMACK! You met the ground, but not on your furry feet. There laid your body cold and wet from the snow surrounding you. I ran down to you, and this time I felt you die.
A great blizzard began to form, and it swept us both away to god knows where.
We will meet again.
Being here without you just adds to the torture of this place. But I can't break my promise. Every day I ask them where you are, have you seen him? So here I am sat here homeless on the streets, clutching our favourite picture. That picture and the clothes I am sat in are my only belongings. I thought this was supposed to be heaven. Its hell without you. Are you trapped somewhere just because of what you are? Life is cruel, but death is crueller. Actually, no, this shitty thing after death is cruellest. And I thought life was bad. One day I'll find a way out. I will find a way to save you. I will free you. You can't help what you are.
**********************************************************************************I was wondering, what happens if I die in this thing after death? I think it may be my way out. I am ready now. I have taken a few too many pills and it will all be over in a matter of minutes. I will be with you soon.
**********************************************************************************I've just woken up with a banging headache, and all I can see is blue sky. A cloudless blue sky. I try standing up, but there is no floor to stand on, just this blue, cloudless sky all around. Wait! There is someone in the distance! Is it you or am I dreaming? OOOOOOWWWWWWCHHHH!
Darkness consumes me. I look down and see a motionless, bruised body. Is it mine? GAWD THIS IS CONFUSING! Help me, someone, please? OOWWWWWWCCCHHHH! The pain! White hot pain surges throughout my body.
AAAAAH! I let out a huge scream, then darkness again, but this time the warmth and darkness of being buried into my wolf's chest.
That fever is driving you mad woman!
What fever?
You're ok now baby. Shush. It's all gonna be ok.
Wow. I still had the pounding headache, but the white hot pain I felt whilst in the darkness had dissipated.
Some things in life puzzle us when we reach them, it just takes time to figure them out. If you come across one of life's little puzzles, don't give up. It may be scary, but afterwards you'll realise why it was worth doing.
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