Dis is just somethin' that's been rolling around in muh head for a while. And it's only a one shot.
Older Brother
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Sesshomaru.
My older brother or if you want to get technical my older half brother.
I don't hate him as much as everybody else thinks. I'm not sure I could actually ever really hate him. Hell I'm not really sure I do hate him. But...
He seems to hate me more than humans.
Why?
Why does Sesshomaru hate me so much?
I... I sorta remember us being together, actually acting like brothers normally would. But something happened. And I...
I can't remember what happened!
Why can't I remember!
Sesshomaru... What happened? What could have changed your personal view of me? Was it..? My fault.
Did I do something to you that turned you against me? I'm sorry for whatever it was that I did. I just can't remember what it was. There is so much of my past that I can't remember.
I actually want to know what really happened. I can't be all because of this stupid sword... Can it? If it is I wish I could fix it then.
But... I can't. Every time we run into each other you just want to rip my head off and run away with the Tensusaiga to kill some poor bastards.
And I can't get rid of the stupid sword now because it keeps me from becoming a full-fledged homicidal killing machine.
Damnit! It's not fair! It's just not fair! Why the hell does my whole existence seem to be cursed?
It's all stupid. That's what it is, it's just completely stupid.
Why'd I get a cursed life!
Why...
Why can't I just have my older brother back, like when I was little?
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Well dat's it, read and review kay. Caio!
