I'm not scared
As the night covers me up
Smiling as I skip
It should be fine if I complain now
Hey, can I talk for a bit?
It's about some shameful habits
But I can't keep quiet now
I'll be super quick
So, will you listen?
Well,
I'll tell you all
There's something strange
About me
I've covered it up
But it always troubles me
One day-
That was about
Ten years ago-
My grandmother
Died in front of me
Not seeing that I had no heart
She said "You're a kind girl."
Since then, I've been a 'sweet girl'
The only one I couldn't fool died
I've always been just a monster
Oh, sorry!
Please don't cry!
I'm just telling a story!
Oh, how shameful!
So disgraceful!
I lie about it all
It's the truth-yet you can't see through my smile
I'm deceiving
Turn the other way
As the lies pile up
Once again,
I feel no mirth
Reading-could vanish very soon,
A girl who nibbles on stories
Writing-could cry in a second,
A boy who hates lies
Yes, I used them
As they thought I was a 'sweet girl'
And their hearts were hurt
As they noticed the truth
Shuji is no longer alive
So there's no way I can go on living
Is that a lie?
No, not this time!
My black soul says that I have to go
Oh, how shameful!
Listen closely!
I feel nothing
Doesn't matter if it's my ego, my lies, or the truth
Tell me I'm not human, then I can die
I'm just a monster making jaws drop
Oh, how shameful!
How I hate it!
Come on, listen to me!
You look distressed, but
I can't be saved!
You say "I'll help you live!"?
Oh, you two are strange
"Whoops, I messed up!"
As always, I'll be living in a shameful life
