Since i've been seeing soooo many fanfictions on Ghost dont break. I thought to myself like what ??? that's a lie. Everyone has a breaking a point especially when there's a death in the family. It can be hard :( trust me i know. Anyways GHOST DO BREAK !!!! Logan and Hesh just lost their father Elias and honestly...i feel bad for them So yeah here ya go.
Breaking Down
Today just didnt feel right. I got sick to my stomach just thinking about my dad Elias Walker being gone. Things just didnt feel the same. Everything seemed off for some reason. I couldnt stop myself from breaking down behind closed doors. I missed my dad so much to where i would throw up just thinking about him. It hurts so fucking much knowing that you cant see them smiling or laughing anymore. It sucks. I went to the rec room falling lazily onto the couch thinking about the memories we all had together. I even thought about killing that piece of shit Rorke with my two bare hands. I got out of my thoughts when i felt Riley licking at my face.
Logan: Hey boy.
Riley barks.
Logan: You must be starving.
Another bark
Logan: Alright. Come on.
Its been a long fucking day and im tired as shit. All i could think about was going to bed and never waking up again. I wish dad was here. I went to lay down on the couch again when i heard foot steps approaching.
Hesh: Hey.
Logan: Hey.
Hesh: You feeling ok ? Looks like your gonna throw up.
Logan: If i do. I'll aim towards you.
Hesh: And If you do that you'll be cleaning up the entire base for a month straight.
Logan: Who said ?
Hesh: I said.
Logan: Asshole.
Hesh: Look i know your tired , so get some rest.
Logan: I'm not tired.
Hesh: Oh really ?
Logan: Yes. But you can stay here and comfort me if you'd like.
Hesh: Why ?
Logan: Because Im dying of loneliness. He half smiled.
Hesh: (Sigh) Fine. Scoot over.
They laid down on the couch together ( No fluff ) just staring up at the ceiling. No one said anything, instead they just enjoyed the peace and quietness. In fact it was...too quiet.
Logan: This is getting uncomfortable Hesh.
Hesh: Fine, i'll get on the floor.
He got off the couch and laid down on the floor. Riley came and laid down next to him.
Logan: How does it feel laying on the floorl ?
Hesh: Fuck you Logan. And It feels cold. Just like my brothers heart. Which is fine because its not like my brother cares anyway.
Logan: Fuck off Hesh.
Hesh: Im just saying.
Logan tossed a pilliow from the couch hitting hesh in the head.
Hesh: Oww !!! What the hell was that for ?
Logan: For being a dick.
Hesh: Well i do have one. He laughed.
Logan gave him the middle finger before Merrick, Keegan and Kick walked in.
Merrick: Why the fuck are you laying on the floor Hesh ?
Logan: To warm up his ass cheeks.
Keegan snorted while kick laughed.
Hesh: Fuck you Logan.
He said throwing the pilliow back at him.
Logan: Sorry but i dont like getting fucked in the ass Hesh.
Keegan and Kick laughed again
Merrick: You guys are seriously weird.
Hesh: That's called brotherly love Merrick. Nothing more.
Merrick: I could only imagine how it was when you two were younger.
Hesh: We acted the same. Only Logan would get offended and threaten to kill me.
Merrick: Damn. Really Logan ?
Logan: He's a liar Merrick. It was never like that Hesh, and you know it.
Hesh: Yeah ok.
ring ring ring
Kick: Who's that Merrick ?
Merrick: Dont know. I'll be right back.
He left the Rec-Room to talk more privately with who ever it was on the other line.
Kick: So what now ?
Hesh: We wait until Merrick comes back.
Logan: Let's scare the shit outta him.
Keegan: Or we can wait until he comes back without giving him a fucking heart attack Logan.
Logan: (Sigh) Fine. I'm going to bed.
Kick: Lazy ass.
Logan: Fuck off Kick.
Kick: (laughing) Hey. Who wants to play mess with Logan ?
Hesh: Im so down. He's been getting on my nerves all day.
Logan: If you guys touch me. I'll rip your fucking heads off with my bare hands.
Kick: Geez. That was hurtful to say.
Logan: The only thing thats gonna hurt is your fucking face Kick.
Keegan: Damn. You were right Hesh. Your brother is insane.
Logan shot keegan a death glare.
Kick: Keegan, i think you'd better start running. Logan is definitely gonna kill you. he laughed.
Keegan: He knows better. he said reading his book.
SN: Keegan is a fairly relaxed person. He may seem boring but he's more relaxed than anything. If you push him to far you'll regret ever meeting him.
Logan: Keegan you scare the shit outta me.
Kick: He really does. he laughed again.
Riley barks
Hesh: Even Riley agrees.
They all laughed
15mins later Merrick walks back in and slumps down on the other couch by Logan.
Hesh: So.
Merrick: So what ?
Hesh: Who was that on the phone ?
Merrick sighed heavily before speaking
Merrick: Price. He wanted to know if they all could come over tomorrow.
*Groans
Logan: Do they have to come tomorrow ?
Merrick: Look, i know you guys want some time alone. But it wouldnt hurt to have some company around. Besides, their close friends with your father.
Keegan: Merrick's right you know. Maybe they'll bring roach along. You know how that kid loves to make an ass out of himself.
They laughed
Kick: I actually feel bad for the bug. But then again...he is the one to go to for laughs when your having a shitty day.
Everyone agreed
Hesh: I dont know you guys. Me and Logan just have alot to think about. Its not a bad idea..but with everything going on right now we just need our space.
Keegan: I couldnt agree more.
Merrick: You guys seriously need some entertainment in your lives. Sitting around all day moping solves nothing. It just stresses you out even more.
Logan: We lost that when our dad died Merrick. I thought you knew that.
He said getting up and leaving the Rec-room.
Merrick: Shit.
Kick : Way to go Merrick. You pissed him off.
Merrick: Hey, i didnt mean to say it like that.
Keegan: Well Logan felt like you did.
Kick: Still man, that was harsh.
Merrick: Fine, i'll go apologize to him.
Hesh: No Merrick. Just leave him. He needs to be alone for awhile.
They all went silent before merrick decided to speak again.
Merrick: Fine.
He said leaving the rec-room.
Keegan: Im sorry Hesh.
Kick: Yeah man me to.
Hesh: You guys dont need to apologize for Merrick. I'll go check on him.
He got up from the floor and headed towards Logan's room with Riley following close behind.
Kick: Shit. I feel sorry for the kid.
Keegan: Me to. They just need some time alone.
Kick: I agree. Hey !! you wanna go to the shooting range ?
Keegan: Fine. Lets go.
Logan's Room
Knock knock
Logan: Who is it ?
Hesh: Its Hesh. Can i come in ?
He dryed the tears from his eyes with the back of his hands before heading towards the door to unlock it.
Logan: Come in.
Hesh: You ok ?
Logan: Yeah.
Hesh: You know Merrick didnt mean to say it like that Logan. He just...
Logan: I dont care. Its not like dad's ever gonna come back anyways.
Hesh: Logan...
He said pinching the bridge of his nose.
Hesh: I know this is hard for you. Its hard for all of us. We miss dad and they miss their boss. Everyone's hurting right now but we'll all get through this together.
Tears came to his eyes.
Logan: I guess i just miss him hesh. There's nothing that we can do to bring him back.
Hesh didnt say anything. Instead he just sat down on the bed near Logan. He hated seeing his younger brother go through so much stress.There was really nothing that he could've done besides be there for him.
Hesh: I know there's nothing that we can do to bring him back Logan. But we can stick this out together. As a team. he smiled.
Logan: R..really ?
He nodded
Hesh: Of course. Your my little brother and i wouldnt let anything happen to you. Besides, i promised dad that i would take care of you. Even when your all old and wrinkly. he laughed.
Logan punched his shoulder.
Logan: Fuck You Hesh. he said laughing.
Hesh: At least your laughing.
Logan rolled his eyes.
Logan: Thats because your an idiot.
Hesh: That really hurted my feelings Logan. he smiled.
Logan: Good.
Hesh: Your so mean.
Logan: Thats because your an ass. he said kicking him off the bed.
Hesh: Eh..Only on the weekends.
Logan: Yeah right.
Hesh: Get some sleep little brother your gonna need it.
Logan: Dont call me that.
Hesh: Fine. Goodnight Logan
Logan: Whatever bitch.
Hesh: Geez, your so fucking rude.
Logan: Get out and close the door behind you.
Hesh: Fine.
He walked towards the door leaving the room but just before he closes the door completely he says one last thing.
Hesh: Good night little brother.
Before Logan can throw a pilliow at him he slams the door shut.
Logan: YOU BETTER RUN !!!!
He shifted around in his bed to get comfortable after he heard Hesh laughing from down the hall.
Logan: Bitch.
He closes his eyes letting the images of his father drift in and out of his memories. He fell asleep within seconds thinking about his father pushing him on the swings.
Flashback
"Hey Dad, look at me..
"Thats very good Hesh I'm proud of you of son. he smiled
"Dad !! give me a push.
No answer.
Daddy !!! give me a push. Please.
" Im coming Logan. Hang on.
"I dont know how to swing dad.
Dont worry son i'll teach you. He smiled.
Really ?
Really. he smiled. Ok first, you start off by pushing your legs in and out from underneath you.
"Its not working. I cant do it. he pouted.
Yes you can Logan. Do exactly what Hesh is doing. He said.
Logan can feel himself pushing his legs back and forth but he still wasn't going anywhere. His legs were a lot more smaller than Hesh.which really frustrated him.
"I cant do it. I can't do anything right. he started crying.
"Yes you can Logan. Here let me help you.
He started pushing Logan on the swing making sure he doesnt push to hard to where he'd fall off.
You see ? your doing it Son. keep going.
Logan pushed his little legs in and out from underneath him as he started to go higher and higher off the ground.
"Look daddy Im doing it !! He giggled.
"Im so proud of you Son.
Logan slowed down when he felt his father hug him from behind and kiss his forehead.
I love you daddy.
I love you to Son.
End of Flashback
Logan began to whimper to himself quietly after feeling a wave of anixety hit him. He wiped his tears away before falling back to sleep within seconds.
Poor Logan :(
