Disclaimer: I do not own "The Mediator", but I do own this P.O.V.

" This is also dedicated to my one true love. "


"It started with juan cLick..."
In your eyes I am NOTHING.

I am just this silly, young girl who relied on you in the things I didn't know, who tried to earn your affection and who endlessly bothered you.

They say, you will only have one true love in your lifetime.

Whether it succeeds or not, it will always remain a part of you.

The time I spent with you will always be a special memory to me.

It will always remain in my heart, where no one can take it from me.

I learned a lot of things during the time we were apart,

First, is make efforts to let you know and feel I love you.

Second, is I can never get anything I want by force.

And lastly, I know when to let go…

What will be, will be…

I've always believed in that since I had my first real heartbreak, thanks to you.

I've lost you, my friend, partner, my love and my soldier.

Silently and unexpectedly you came into my life,.. just as you silently and unexpectedly left.

Is it unfair of me to speak of you this way?

I may be, but it's also because you never bothered to explain.

So here I am to let you know all these.

I may be the most foolish, selfish, stubborn young girl who's "NOTHING" in your eyes…

But for you, I'm willing to change all of that…

To become a better person, so I can be a "SOMETHING" in your eyes.

How can I let you go?...

When your heart was never mine to begin with?

But you?

You always have the key to my heart.

I do not want to ask anything in return, but I am always here no matter what.

Like what I've always said before, I still want to be your friend even if you already have a family of your own.

When that time comes, I can be contented…

For I know that the only man I truly loved and cared about,

Is happy with a woman he loves…

Even if that woman,

Is not me.