SHOW ME BY Konnie

A/N: I've always thought Touya and Yukito deserved more development on their story. I know, I know, the show was Card Captors Sakura, and not Card captor's brother Touya. But still :). This is my take on everything.

TIMELINE: Post-show, Post-2nd movie

RATING: R (to be on the safe side)

FEEDBACK: YES, please. To evolution2476@yahoo.com

CHAPTER ONE

~You ignore it, don't you? The reason of my doings. I know you are smarter than this, my love, but I guess your blindness resides elsewhere. And I'm forced to show you the hard way.~

There it was again. Touya let out a sigh of exasperation and stiffened beside his boyfriend.

"Not now, To-ya." Yukito said with an innocent smile, pointing at the TV set and snuggling closer to the taller boy. "The show's about to start. We wouldn't want to miss it." He continued merrily, causing another sigh to escape Touya's lips.

They'd been together for a few months now, and in spite of everything, of the tiredness, the sense of loss and the headaches, Touya would never dare to say it wasn't worth it. That he wasn't happy. But he was starting to wonder if the feeling was returned. He knew Yukito loved him, he'd heard his koibito confess his love for him. He also knew Yue- Yuki's true form- loved him as well. But every time Touya approached Yuki with the idea of anything beyond light kissing, somehow his beloved snow bunny would distract himself with the most ridiculous things, or state that it wasn't the right time, or the right place. It was never the time, never the place. Not even when they were all alone at Yuki's place. The last time he'd tried Yuki had "forgotten" to buy dinner, and ran out of the house as if it were on fire. As if Tsukishiro Yukito wouldn't have enough food on his house to fix something up.

But Touya wasn't deceived by the young man's innocent looks of apology. Behind those beautiful amber eyes, he could almost see the cold blue ones, filled with fear and . . .

Disgust.

Touya rose violently from the couch, startling Yuki out of his wits. He stepped outside the Kinomoto residence without paying notice to Yukito's questions and slammed the front door with a vengeance.

It was wrong. Everything was. Touya wasn't even sure anymore. Was it real what they had? Was anything real for that matter?

He used to sense it. What was real and what wasn't. What was dead, what was alive; what an illusion and what reality. Everything looked the same now. He couldn't tell anymore. Was it worth it?

A single tear rolled down his cheek. He was overreacting. Touya was never one to be so sensitive. Surely Yuki was just scared. It wasn't as if he wasn't scared himself. The idea of making love to his boyfriend might have been tempting, but it was still scary as hell. Surely that was the reason of Yukito's reluctance.

He smiled a little and shook his head. He had to get a grip of himself! Ever since transferring his powers to Yue, the world had seemed so different, so empty, that Touya begun falling apart. But he had to keep himself together. For Yuki, if not for himself.

A cold shiver ran through his spine and he felt someone's breath on his neck. He spun around violently and found Nadeshiko standing in front of him, with a kind of smile that he'd never seen his mother wear before. It was unsettling and terrifying. The somber figure took a step forward and the evil grin widened. The words the spirit spoke came out as a whisper, but somehow he could feel them echoing through his entire body.

"This is what you deserve, To-ya. You choose that boy over your own mother. You choose a FUCK over me, To-ya, and this is how you pay."

Touya's eyes widened in terror. He was about to scream when the figure dissipated and he came face to face with a very worried Yukito.

"To-ya? Are you ok?" the delicate boy asked with genuine concern. Touya looked at him, tears streaming down his face and ran inside.

"Stay away from me! Go away!" he yelled before locking himself in his room.

TBC