-1 Primal Forces Within

Disclaimer: I don't own Buffy. I'm not worthy!

Notes: I got inspired to write this one-shot after I found out that there was going to be a Buffy season 8 arc that focused on Oz. I always loved Willow and Oz as a couple and I still think there's a connection between them despite everything that's happened. I also know there are a lot of Willow/Tara shippers out there and people who still think Willow's a lesbian. I don't think the fact that Willow's now mainly attracted to women has erased her past with Oz nor should it. This takes place during season 8 because I consider it canon and one of Buffy's best seasons and also it's a prequel to the upcoming Oz arc. Enjoy! Oh and if there's any sentences that aren't structured or layered, that's kind of how I see Oz. He doesn't say much but it means a lot what he says.

There are some things that don't require a lot of thought process. Loving someone is one of them. Sometimes you're so caught up in the feeling of loving someone, being with someone, that you don't realize how much you hurt them or the likelihood they were better off without you. I think about it all the time, what happened I mean. It's been years now, and she's probably changed so much and become this amazing person and yet hasn't changed at all. I've been trying to change to, trying to realize there are things beyond my control like getting hairy and wanting to desperately bite someone. I'm also helping other people too, because someone has to let them know they're not alone, not evil. I still think about her every day. I still want to see her, even though the likelihood is slim to none. Maybe I'll see Willow, with or without blue hair is fine by me.