Title: We Were

Author: AgitoHex

Pairing Jacob/Edward and…others

Rate: T but it has nothing to fancy or so…

Warnings: After! Jakeward, AU and it's a drabble

Disclaimer: The characters mentioned here are not of my property, so I'm just borrowing them for a while with no bad purposes. They are legal property of Stephenie Meyer i guess.

A/N: This is just a little drabble that I had on my LJ, but I never published anywhere else, but I feel like sharing today. I hope you like it, it's from my Jacob/Edward period yay…so R&R


We were something, but that was a long time ago.

Maybe not as much time as I could wish for, because I can still feeling him, but it's not the same now, not anymore.

Now I'm here watching him, with that smile on his face, that smile he promised it was just for me and no one else, just for me, but now I realize it was a big lie He's smiling to Bella the way he used to smile to me, just me.

I question myself about the truth of what we were back in time. I'm starting to think that it was just a sick lie- May be he lied to me, maybe I lied to myself.

'No' I repeat on my mind.

All those kisses that left invisible scars all over my skin are not a lie. That fire that burned my skin wasn't a life. It was just fire, with no passion and no feelings inside, just fire, waiting for me to burn for him.

I wonder how happy is he of making me suffer, because I know he knows about my pain.

I'm starting to think that I really enjoy feeling the pain; otherwise I would've already leaved the house, and everything that smells like him, but who am I trying to cheat? That's not the way things are happening.

I'm watching, carefully. He knows I'm watching.

He doesn't care.

When did he start to care? Why I could see the truth?

I think I did see the truth, but I was to coward to admit, to admit it. He should have told me the truth before, not the way he did it, he should have told me, like he told me those three words…

He used to tell me I was the only one, and my soul used to be ripped away from me with each kiss he gave me, but I didn't see this coming. I was too distracted with his skin, with his touch, with the fire burning in my skin, with my soul drowning for him. But then, there was the time he was with her. The way he looked at her, the way she treated him, the way the move with the other, in perfect synchrony.

She was all he wanted; always. She has been everything he wanted for living. He was waiting for her, just her. He never waited for me, even before we started to be together, he was just thinking about her.

He hasn't told her about us, but that's not important, not anymore, because we're nothing now, not even the natural enemies that we were supposed to be.

I can't even have him like an enemy.

I just don't have him anymore.

But, that's ok, here and now, on the day of his wedding with Bella, I'm starting to think that the new last name of Bella doesn't sound so bad, but that's just in my mind, I dreamed to be as happy as they are right now, I dreamed to be on Bella's spot, not for the wedding, because I wasn't ready for it, but definitely for him, I was ready for him and everything that he implied.

I guess no one will care about if I say her name once, and just for me, as the constant reminder of what we were once, what we used to be, what I wanted to be. I think that probably her name doesn't sound so bad, but I must say it, at least once, at least for me.

"Bella Black"

Yeah, I guess it doesn't sound so bad.


So, i really hpe you like this one, please R&R =D