Feelings

The horror, the fear, the love for people, was gone. All those feelings were gone in a poof. He was laying there. Dead. Nothing moving. Not even an eyelash. Have you ever wondered what it felt like to lose the one you loved? Well I'll tell you it sucks. My name is Ginevera Molly Weasley. An love of my life is none other then the great Harry effing Potter. Never in a million years would I have believed that my love was laying dead in a half giants arms and a snake face standing over him.

Even from a young age I knew that I was meant to be with Harry Potter. I told my mother, my brothers, and my father that I was going to marry Harry Potter. My gits of brothers didn't believe that I was meant for him.

"One day I'm really am going to marry Harry potter," I told my brothers while they were playing Quddich in the yard.

"Your going to marry someone named Harry?" asked one of the twins with a stupid grin on his face.

"Why is he named Harry? Do you think he is really hairy?" asked the other with the same grin.

"I bet he's half ferret."

"I bet he's half Hagrid."

"Ferret."

"Hagrid." Then I just walked away from my brothers who all seamed into watching Fred and George fight.

But my favorite time when I talked about Harry to my brothers was just when we were dating. I had sent a letter home saying I was dating someone new. Apparently when ever I send a letter home all my brothers and parents read it together. Well when the gits read I was dating the came right up to the school by floo. They came out in of the fire place and ran right into the Gryffindor common room but only Ron and Hermione were there. So the prats asked where I was. Ron told them I had gone for a walk with my boyfriend. The gits grabbed Ron and pulled him out of the portrait hole.

While all of that was happening Harry and I were walking up to the common room. Then we ran into the gits still dragging Ron. They asked Harry if he knew where my boyfriend was. And Harry must have decide to have some fun with the boys because he said, "I believe he's in the Slytherin common room."

The gits ran down into the dungeon. While Harry and I ran up to the common room laughing insanely. We saw Hermione in the common room. We told her what we did and she laughed with us.

Now as stand here and remember all those moments I feel anger. As I look at the red eyes of my loves killer I decide out of all the people that had died this was the worst. As I look at his body I knew I need to fight for him. I barley noticed Hermione grabbing my shoulder and pulling me forward closer to the boy who lived no more.

Over the years I had a crush on Harry potter the boys who lived but when Hermione said I need to get over my crush on him if I wanted him to like me for me not the girl who had a crush on him or Ron's little sister. When I did that more then just a crush went away. Something came in to replace the crush. Love. Never in a ten hundred years would I have believed you if you said getting rid of a crush meant you fell in love. It was as if I was destined to love him. Just I had said when I was young.

All of those walks with him down by the lake. Sitting on his lap while he played with my hair. He always said that he was horrible with girls, but in reality he was great. He was great at everything. He was always too modest to say that he was.

It's hard to say that I will never get over him. No madder how many times I tried it never worked. Tried dating other people. That didn't work.

When he kissed me in the common room it was the best day of my life. I knew then that my feelings were not got. His kiss was soft. Then just ask great as the kiss was Ron's face. He looked as if he had gotten hit by a club.

I knew from the moment I saw his dead body we weren't just fighting to kill Voldemort. We were fighting for Harry. I knew I wasn't the only one fighting for Harry. Ron, Hermione, My family, my fellow D.A members. We were all fighting to make sure Harry died not in vain but so that his life's goal was complete. So that his feeling were in peace.

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