A/N: Hey everyone i got another new story! WooHOO! haha! hope you like it!
Preface:
Life never really mattered to me before this. I never thought twice about how to live it. Now that I'm going to die i can see what i've done wrong. I don't think living was a big part of my "to do before i die" list, but finding someone to spend my life with was quite on there ether. If i never meet him, i wouldn't like him. If i didn't like him, i wouldn't love him. If i didn't love him, i wouldn't have to be doing this for him. But i can't force myself to think about that when he is my life now.
As I lie here. Death inching closer every second that ticks by. Every second i regret coming to Forks, but every second that i loved the idea. I don't want to do this, but the idea of having someone else in this case, would be to much to ask.
