Red Audi.

Bella chose Jacob at the end of Eclipse but every now and then her thoughts flitter back to her old life with Edward. She decides to write a letter to her old love.

To Edward,

Hey. It's me. It's Bella Black, the girl who stupidly chose to fall in love with you all those years ago. If you can still remember me, if I mattered enough, I want to say that (even though I'm married to your arch enemy) I DO still miss you and I DO still think of you and I DO still love you even though but it's still not enough. I hope you're happy wherever you are, whatever you're doing. Maybe you're with Tanya. I never did meet her but I can still clearly remember that night. I can still remember that strike of jealousy I felt when you told me about her, how I knew that I would never win in competition to her. I can still remember how the touch of your cold hands used to make me feel and how it felt to have your cold hands touch me. Every time I think of your icy skin touch mine, my memories cast back to the first ever day we were truly together: the meadow. I can remember how befuddled yet awed I felt when I pressed my ear to your chest trying to hear your heart beat but only hearing the rise and fall of your breath and the way you smelt. It was extraordinary. That day I saw you for who you actually were. Your sparkly skin made me think I as dreaming and although you had the strength to break a tree trunk and circle around our meadow in less than a second, I knew you still had the same amount of humanity in you as I did. Whenever I get a stomach ache or feel dizzy I'm always struck back to that first day I ran with you. You know, I can still feel the wind moving through my hair and the burn whipping my eyes but even more I can feel the chill that ran down my spine when you kissed me near my truck on a bed of pine cones. I was so light-headed and even to this day I still go y the decision I made to not let you drive my truck. She's barely surviving nowadays but I've still got her here with me, never moving from my garage. I DO have a new car now though. I took your advice, I bought an Audi. A red Audi. It's small and nice and easy for me to navigate but, honestly, nothing beats my truck. Be sure to say hi to Alice and give her my best as well as all the others.

You know, maybe it's for the best that it's not you I'm with. As I write this I'm staring at the gauze wrapped around my palm. It's dotted red and I'm just thinking about how clumsy I must really be to have broken a glass bottle full of red wine and then cut myself trying to clean it up.

I hope you're doing well,

Mass amounts of love sent from me and a smile sent from Jacob,

Bella Black... xx

P.S . You DO recognize me, right?

*Attached picture of Bella and Jacob here*

Erm, it's an odd idea. I know. Bella's around 25 when she writes this living in her own house with her husband Jacob. Liked it? Hated it? Can you review, please? Please? If you do review, sincere thanks. If not, I love you for reading it anyway.

Yours Sincerely,

ColourMeChaos J x