Okay, this is my sequel to "A Secret Worth Keeping" I will make it so if there is anything you will need to know from the last on it will be mentioned anyways but feel free to read the last one if you didn't and I'd love the reviews. If anyone has anything they want to see or just think that it would be good to add at anytime I may add unless I already have plans so tell me your ideas Okay I'm gonna shut up now and get on with the story!
Save Your Smile for Me
Stupid
The redhead laid his head on his lover's chest as they slept. Satoshi's eyes leisurely opened as he felt Daisuke violently move on his chest and murmur with small whines. Obviously this was an appalling nightmare. Tears began to stream from his eyes.
"No don't," He began to whisper. "Don't leave."
Satoshi's eyes began to look at the smaller boy with confusion. Then he pulled him nearer while he whispered, "Who is going?" in his ear as soft as he could and loud enough to only be heard by Daisuke.
Daisuke grunted and shifted more. "Satoshi . . . why??" he cried out.
Satoshi held Daisuke closer and tighter. "No, no, no, no. I would never leave. Daisuke wake up."
Daisuke shifted again. "Sato-shi,"
"Come on Dai, Wake Up." Satoshi said with the hope that is would wake him.
"Sato-shi I," Daisuke spoke in his slumber.
Satoshi blinked at the boy resting on him. "Oh my god he's so cute! I love him; I need to make certain he knows that if he's frightened of me leaving . . . I can't let him fear that I have to make him trust I would Never Ever leave him." Satoshi frowned at his thoughts.
Daisuke opened his eyes, to see Satoshi's gazing at his face with a warm gentle smile saying, Good Morning Sunshine I love you. "Satoshi?"
"I love you, I really do." He moved his head closer to the blushing redhead's and pushed his lips against his faintly hard enough to thrust Daisuke head back slightly.
Just then the bedroom door opened. "Good Morning Boys!" Mrs. Niwa jovially entered but as she saw the scene her bright beam went down and her eyes widened, while he jaw dropped. "DAISUKE!!"
Daisuke pulled away looking to his mother petrified. "M-mother, I can explain."
Satoshi looked as though it had no effect on him. "I guess I better pack my things huh?" He asked with a saddened tone. "I'm so sorry this is my entire fault Daisuke did nothing. He didn't even know I liked him that way when he asked if I could stay here and,"
Daisuke cut Satoshi off with a smile. "Actually mother," Daisuke said then paused and took a deep breath. "Okay the truth is I don't have a girlfriend. The past school year I was really going out with Satoshi. I don't know if you'll accept this but, I'm pretty positive that I . . ." Daisuke paused clenching his hands to fists gripping hard. "No, I know that I love him."
Satoshi's eyes widened as he heard the words coming out of Daisuke's mouth. "Dai-Daisuke, what are you doing?" Satoshi asked the younger and smaller teen that was starting to lean on him. Mrs. Niwa ran out of the room in shock as Daisuke's head rested on Satoshi's shoulder. Satoshi sat there in shock. "Well I'm gonna get going." Satoshi looked at Daisuke and then stared sincerely into his eyes. "I'm sorry I caused all the trouble, I shouldn't have done that. I do love you though." Satoshi said then slid away from Daisuke's grasp quickly then hurried to get dressed and started to pack his things up.
Daisuke sat there on the bed with his eyes swelling up with rage, bewilderment, worry, sorrow and the feeling that he's never get to see his Satoshi. The feeling that the way Satoshi looked at him before would fade away as they are forced to see others. The hurt it already began. "Satoshi," Daisuke began.
Satoshi stopped and looked at Daisuke. "I don't want to stay any longer. I don't want it to be harder than it is to leave. Plus my father is leaving for the states tomorrow and he's asked many times for me to come with him, I better go so it'll save us from having to be in school together." Satoshi's voice spoke staidly with complete understanding and total assurance.
Daisuke looked away. "I'm sorry for everything." He stood up and walked over to the mentally frozen Satoshi. He tenderly wrapped his arms around he delicately spoke the words he had been wanting to declare ever since they shared their first kiss on the ledge of the cliff by the ocean with the beautiful sunset. "I will always care for you. I'm going to wait for you to come back, please say you'll come back for me." Daisuke said pulling Satoshi closer.
"I don't know." Satoshi pushed Daisuke away and walked out the door. Daisuke fell to the floor in tears.
Satoshi walked out the front door with tears slowly gliding down his face. "It's for the best. Hopefully he'll get over all this; I want him to have something better than me. He needs happiness and he could never have that with me. I love him so much that it's immoral. This is for the very best." Satoshi couldn't find the strength to smile. As he got into his car he let the tears come cascading down his face with intense breathing and gasps of grief.
Yeah I heightened my vocabulary. I read over this a few times to make sure I couldn't re-word or add anything to make it sound better so tell me what you think please!
Thank you for reading!
