My mouth was dry and my heart beat so hard I thought it would burst from my chest. The moment had arrived. The moment I had been anticipating for so long. The moment that would change my life, or end my life, depending on which way you looked at it.

I was about to be changed into a vampire. I had no idea why I was so scared. It was what I wanted. It was what I needed. This is what it had all been building up to. Ever since the day I first set eyes on Edward Cullen. Ever since that day at Edwards house when his family had taken a vote on my mortality. Come to think of it, ever since that day in 1918 when Carlisle had made a drastic decision that would alter, not only Edwards life forever, but also mine, even though I hadn't been born for decades after.

This was where it would all either start, or finish, depending on Edwards self control. He could just as easily kill me, though I knew he never would. The last few months flashed by in my mind, as Edwards lips moved closer to me, I could feel
his icy breath on my skin, causing millions of goose bumps to appear on my pale skin…

It had been an amazing few months. Ever since I had let Alice take control over the wedding, my life had been chaos. Although, I must admit, it was well organised chaos. Alice being able to see the future had its perks. Especially when it came to unreliable caterers and always booked out wedding venues.
Thankfully, Alice had let me chose the most important things.

Like my bridesmaids for instance. I asked Alice to be my maid of honour and my other bridesmaids were Angela and Rosalie. The latter was chosen out of curtesy rather than anything else, although I felt Rosalie and I beginning to become closer ever since she had told me the story of how she had ended up being changed in to a vampire.

All three looked absolutely stunning, especially Rosalie, but that came as no surprise considering Rosalie was, without a doubt, the most beautiful woman to ever set foot on this planet.

Alice had them wearing long, pink, sleeveless dresses with tiny delicate flowers embroidered at the very bottom. Very simple, but I loved it.
My own dress was amazing. Alice had had it made my some rising designer whom I had never heard of. It was slightly old-fashioned but in an elegant way. Just like Edward.

Edward had asked his brother Emmet to be his best man and Carlisle and Jasper were his groomsmen. I must say, they all looked dashing in their sleek, over-priced, black tuxes. Like movie stars, only much more surreal.

We were having a hard time finding somewhere to hold the wedding, but then Edward had one of his genius ideas. So we had it in the meadow. Our meadow. Around 50 white chairs stood facing a large, over the top archway where Edward and I said our vows.

We had decided to write our own, and left out all that ''till death do us part'' stuff, because I wasn't sure if I would be able to control my laughter as we said it. Edward said I could explain that it had been an inside joke, but I reckoned that would make people think we were even weirder. Joking about death.

When Edward had slipped the wedding ring on, I felt like a million dollars. I looked up into his angels face and I could feel the colour rushing to my cheeks as he lent forward to press his lips to mine. It was amazing as always and I think I may have stopped breathing. I saw my mom crying and as I stole a glance at Charlie, I realised, with a certain amount of shock that he was grinning from ear to ear.

I was ecstatic to see that my plan to leave on good terms with my friends and family, had work out. It was hard to believe that it was goodbye for eternity. Forever and a day.

I was brought back to the present just then. Edwards's lips were at my ear. I was fully aware of the tension in the room, and the electricity that always seemed to exist between my body and Edwards. ''are you sure you want to do this?'' he whispered softly in my ear ''yes'' was all I could choke out. My throat felt like it was closing up. It was becoming a challenge to breathe. Just then, I felt his knife like teeth bore into my skin. There was no turning back now…