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Love, Hate, Alcohol & Relief
Since they were both small children Lithuania had liked Belarus & since they were small children Belarus had either been oblivious to his feelings or angered at them.
As Lithuania got older his feelings matured strongly as his small crush developed into his first love & when, along with the other Baltic friends he went into servitude to Russia he started sharing the same roof as Belarus, he saw her on a regular basis much to her dismay.
Over the years Lithuania made many attempts to ask his love out but he was always denied, accept once but the end result was the braking of his fingers.
Many times over the years he had found himself awake at night, laying in his bed fantasising about her, some fantasies were sweet & heart warming, them sharing romantic feelings as they picnicked in a park somewhere or them holding hands as they shared a dinner in a city like Paris where other fantasies were more carnal & animalistic, him bending her over when they were alone is the house or the two of them copulating furiously ('Copulating' used to ease the reader a little, it's a bit early for 'Fucking senseless' just yet)
Belarus & Russia had gone out on a 'date' or at least Belarus called it that, Russia saw it as a way to stop her pestering him so much when he was working.
They had been out for some hours as Lithuania was cleaning the porch to the house.
He turned around on the spot as the door opened & Russia had announced his arrival.
Belarus was hanging on her brother's arm as they came in.
He wasn't surprised but he was saddened a little.
He looked in awe at the young lady in front of him, she wasn't in her usual blue dress, apron etc, instead she was dressed in a black dress that complemented her curves, black tights along with matching black shoes with a black ribbon.
Russia looked into Lithuania's eyes as he caught Russia gaze, Lithuania had known Russia for many years & understood just about all his orders, including the ones he didn't have to say.
Lithuania could see a look of disappear in Russia face, Russia eyes glared into his demanding help, this was the norm when he was around Belarus.
Then Russia piped up again "Lithuania would you like to join us for some wine?" he asked in a pleading tone.
Belarus looked at her brother "Ivan? Why would you want him to join us?" she asked not caring for his feelings.
"Err Russia Sir, it think that, err-"
"I think Lithuania should join us because… I don't want him thinking I'm ignoring him, he's my favourite after all"
"Favourite" Belarus repeated angrily giving Lithuania a glare.
"But-" Lithuania said nervously
"That's an order Toris"
He felt his lip tremble as he nodded.
Belarus looked annoyed but accepted her brothers wished, the three of them entered the dinning room.
Lithuania got a bottle of wine from the cabinet as he went in, he went to sit next to Russia, he was about to sit down after a long days work when Russia grabbed both his shoulders & pushed him into the seat between him & Belarus.
"So err, shall we… start" Lithuania said shaking a little because he was so close to Belarus.
"Yes, I think we should"
"So tell me Ivan, why is this idiot your favourite?" Belarus asked coldly.
Both the men looked at each other & gulped in unison.
"He does the best work & he's… err…"Russia began & looked to Lithuania.
"… The easiest to dominate" Russia finished with a smile.
Lithuania gave Russia a 'what the hell" look.
"Easiest… to… dominate" Belarus said slowly looking down, suddenly she looked up to Lithuania, which made the man scared to sleep tonight.
"What he means is… I follow his commands"
"Oh really… much better" Belarus said gritting her teeth.
-Theirs a way to win this right?- Lithuania thought to himself, he then looked to Russia & thought.
-Why would he say 'dominate' how was that meant to help?-
"I think we should begin drinking
A few hours passed of drinking from the seemingly bottomless wine bottle.
It was near midnight & Russia had finished yet another glass of wine, all three of them had already drunk quite a lot.
"Well I gotta go so I'll leave you two alone ok" Russia said quickly getting up.
"What, why do you have to go, let me come with-"
"I've got a lot of work tomorrow & I need some one to finish the bottle of wine ok & Lithuania can't finish it on his own"
"Toris, make sure my little sister is fine & make sure she doesn't get much drunker"
With that Russia left the room, his footsteps could be heard as he went up the stairs.
They were alone, together, they sat in silence for a few minutes as she continued to drink the wine in front of them, he felt himself shaking, she was probably drunk & still drinking, he could just- No, he couldn't do anything to her in the condition she was in, could her?
"So tell me, what kind of stuff do you do for my brother when I'm not here?" she asked bluntly.
"What, err, I just clean & cook & I help with what ever Estonia & Latvia are doing & I also-"
"You're my favourite out of your little trio you know"
"Why am I always everyone's favourite well that's err, good
"You know I always thought you were good looking"
He blushed furiously "What?"
"I always thought you looked handsome" she said.
"Your… are you… how drunk are you?" he asked with a chuckle.
"I'm drunk enough to know what I'm doing"
"You mean… drunk enough to not know what your doing or your… what?"
"I know what I mean, your very handsome, tell me why do you brush your hair & tidy yourself everyday, your just a servant"
He went a little redder "I want to look good for you is all" he said.
She got up & walked to the door "You coming""
"Why?, where?"
"I have something I want to show you in my room" she left & went up stairs.
"Wait a moment" Lithuania said before following her.
They arrived at her room & she opened her door & walked to her bed "Come here, I want to show you something" she repeated, he walked over to her to find himself getting pulled towards her, he could small the alcohol on her "Natalia, your very, very drunk"
She pushed him down to the floor & took one of his wrists in one of her hands, her other hand went to restrain him further but he fought against her, not wanting to hurt her, she soon had a hold over both his wrists.
She grinned at him slyly "Relax, I know you have been waiting for this, so let me-"
"Natalia wait don't-"
"You're the one who wanted this so I think you should be quite for a moment" she declared.
She continued to hold him down by his wrists as she lowed her head near his neck; she lightly pecked his jugular before starting to suck it.
Lithuania was going dizzy, he had imagined how good it would feel to have her do this & his expectations weren't wrong but he resisted her none the less, in a fit of strength he forced them both off the ground & gently pushed her off him, he put on hand to the mark she had left with her tongue on his neck while he kneeled over with one knee on the ground & his other leg fixed his foot on it as well trying to regain some energy.
She was kneeling on both her knees in front of him, her knees were together but her legs went outward at an angle, she looked sad but the drunkenness was still plain to see.
"Don't you like me any more?" she asked in mock sadness, Lithuania didn't know how to respond, his body begged him to comply with her wishes but he knew that she was very, very drunk, he didn't want to take advantage of her, but he may not get a chance like this again.
"I-I can't do this with you now" he stated, shutting his eyes.
"Why not?" she asked with some seriousness
"I don't want to take advantage of you" he said softly.
He rose from his squat on the ground & turned from her, he was still straining himself from turning, holding her down & having his way with her right their but he knew that if her did, Belarus would hate him even more.
He left the room quickly & ran up stairs finding his room.
He didn't bother to lock the doors or even turn on the lights, he just got into his bed quickly & calmed himself down, and he let himself drift to sleep peacefully.
When he next opened his eyes it was around eleven in the morning, he had slept in for a long time today; he hoped Russia wouldn't be mad at him, then his thoughts washed away when he remembered the events of the nights before.
He slowly walked out the safety of his room & let his eyes wonder swiftly around the silent house, he checked around each corner he came to not knowing if Belarus would try to kill him or at least physically assault him in a violent mayor, he came to the stairs & creped down them.
He was at the foot of the stairs when it dawned on him, in a house occupied with Russia & His sweet little sister & never to forget the other two Baltic servants, the house was silent & still.
He looked round him looking for any trace off life.
"Everyone should be up by now & Russia would of broken into my room & forced me awake by now as well"
He walked into the main living room to find… nothing, nothing but an air of stillness.
All was silent in the room where at least one of the Baltic trio should be tending to by now, he slowly exited the room & then turned around & ran to the kitchen, once again their was nobody their, but a letter propped up on the table caught his eye.
As he picked it up he expected it to be a letter of how, if he was the only one left he should run, he wasn't far wrong.
Lithuania.
If you're reading this then you have found yourself alone in the house.
I & the other servants left the household some hours ago.
We didn't have time to get you out as well, Belarus woke us up earlier on &…
Well your on your own now, we will be back tomorrow, stay alive now
Russia
P.S
Belarus seemed upset with you.
His heart sank in disappear at the last line; Belarus was scary enough to get Russia out the house, would could he do.
Deciding to swallow his fear he marched up stairs to the room of the girl he loved who also might just be the women who kills him.
He knocked the door to her room & waited for a reply, he got none, he knocked it louder, he then realised it wasn't locked, he slowly opened the door without saying a word, the room was dark & a little messy, he could see the bed in the middle alone with a large girl like lump in the middle of it.
With some bravery he walked over to the large bed, he saw Belarus sleeping softly in the bed.
Her porcelain skin glowing with pure perfection & her platinum blond hair which seemed to shine in the light caused him to stare at her.
He couldn't help but reach out to her & slightly stroke her cheeks
She stirred a little at his touch causing him to swiftly remove his hand
Suddenly her voice cut thought the silence as eh softly whispered "Lithuania"
He froze & didn't move for some time, she seemed to be asleep
She spoke again "Lithuania, is that you" she said slowly opening her eyes.
"Err, hi Natalia, you ok"
"Lithuania what are you doing in my room"
"Don't worry, just err, I wanted to make sure you were ok"
"Well, I am" she said.
She lent upward & cast her blanket off.
She was wearing what she had on the night before (Black dress that cut off above the knees, black ribbon, black tights & no shoes)
He blushed a little as he took his eyes away from her exposed legs.
She caught him sneaking another glimpse at her & prepared to strike but she decided against it.
"So Natalia, how you feeling, your drunk a lot last night" he asked.
She gave him a glare "I, I don't want to talk about last night" she sighed looking away from him.
"Your not feeling sick or err, bad or whatever?"
"I'm fine ok, just don't talk about last night.
He looked at her, she looked so perfect to him, she looked so cute with her hair a little messy, and her face was so petit & cute.
She looked back at him once she adjusted her eyes to the light.
"Did… did anything happen last night… you pushed me away… didn't you?" she asked.
"Err yeah"
"So we didn't, you know"
"Don't worry we didn't… ok"
"I wouldn't never try anything like that when you were that drunk" he said.
She looked over to him in confusion "What"
"I want you to know that, I would never do anything to you like that while you were drunk, I wouldn't take advantage of you ok, I just want you to-"
She looked at him with coldness in her eyes, he looked confused, what was the problem now "What is it Belarus, I thought-" he then looked down & realised that his hand had taken it upon it self to place itself on top of one of her smooth, perfect thighs.
Embarrassed he didn't remove his hand, he just kept it in place with a blank expression, he looked back up to her & saw she still looked alienated.
"Lithuania… what… do you think…. Your doing… with your hand" she said trying to remain calm.
"Now err, Belarus, I err-"
Suddenly she leapt forward at him, they were both standing & she tried to punch him only to have him grab her wrist to stop her.
"Wait Belarus, I was only-"
"Shut up you, you, you-"
She went to punch him again with her other hand, he dogged her quickly & moved behind her, he snaked one arm around her waist while also clinging her arms to them as well so she couldn't fight him anymore, she was about to shout when his other hand slipped over her mouth.
She muffled into the palm to no avail finding that only muffled non-sense coming out.
Her lips stayed themselves under the soft grip of his hand as she relaxed her body.
"Will you listen to me?" he asked nervously hoping she would kick him.
She nodded obediently with his hand still covering her mouth.
"Belarus, I know you're frustrated with what happened last night & I'm sorry, it was my fault, but listen, I-I-I… I love you ok Belarus"
Her eyes widened as he continued "I have always loved you, I have been trying to tell you for so long but something always gets in the way, last night, I wanted you, so much but I knew that if I did anything to you, you would… you would hate me even more"
"Ei ove ou" she said under his hand.
He removed it & almost immediately she turned to him& pushed him down on the bed.
"I said" she began as she crawled on top of him "I love you" she said almost bitterly."
"Why so… angry about it?" he asked with a smile.
"Because, I, err… well" she said before grabbing his collar & pulling him a bit closer.
"Why does it have to be you?" she said angrily.
"I love Ivan, I always have & always will but, why do I have to love you as well?" she said pulling him that bit closer.
The man under her looked confused by her statements.
"I thought you hated me" he said.
"And I do but… dammit" she mumbled as she got off him, she sat next to him but faced away & covered her eyes with her palms.
Lithuania rose up "What's the matter Natalia"
"I don't get it, I love Ivan but I-I can't go to bed with out thinking of you as well, I can't get out of bed without thinking of you, I think about you all the time & I don't know why"
"I get it, because you love Russia you feel guilty about liking me as well" he said with a sad tone.
"Yes, ok" she said still trying to contain herself.
"Natalia, I get it if you hate me so-"
She pulled him to her again, "Damn right I hate you, if you weren't always so sweet & kind to me I wouldn't like you at all, you did this to me & you caused me to act like I did last night"
He blushed red as they were so close, if he reached out just a bit he could feel her lips against his, but before he got the guts to do that she realised him from her grip.
"I don't even like you, so why do I love you?" she asked.
"Natalia I love you so why don't we-"
"Why don't we what, go out, that would be terrible, I don't want Russia to ever no about this"
"O-Ok he won't don't worry but" he started slyly "If he doesn't find out then" he reached to her shoulder "It doesn't matte what we do"
She looked at him with bitterness in her eyes, she remained silent as he placed his hand on her shoulder.
"Russia isn't here so, we could…"
"Well… I guess… we could"
Lithuania walked in front of her & lightly pushed her down on the bed, he lowered himself over her "If you want I mean"
"You're an… you're an ass" she said cruelly.
"Is that a… yes?" he asked playfully.
She looked away from his eyes & bite her lip
"Your so cute when you bite your lip" he said smiling.
She glowed red as she gave a smirk "It's a yes"
He looked back at her wide eyes "Err, excuse what?
She swallowed, "I said" she pulled him close "It's a yes" she pushed her lips gently against his.
End Of Part One
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