A/N: hey guys! This is my first fanfiction so please go a little easy on me. My work may not be that great so i hope you dont mind. The story takes place after the end of the manga, but you might need to finish watching the anime to understand some of the plot. So anyway, lets begin the story!
Disclaimer: SilverSpark101 does not own Shugo Chara or any of the characters.
Chapter 1: Forgotten
"I promise, wherever I go, whatever distance that separates us... I will come back for you. And when you grow up and become an adult, I promise I'll come back and find you"
His words echo through her mind as if it was a piece of paper stuck under her shoe. What could she do? She knew it wasn't true. He wouldn't come back for her. But there was still a reason it was so hard to remove him from her mind. The reason why she still had a spark of hope lingering on in her heart.
He text's her.
Every. Single. Day.
His words that he sends her in a small screen were enough to send a slightest smile to her face. That was enough for her. Even though he never called, she was relieved, because she knew that if she heard his voice again, all the pain would come back to her. And she very well knew that she wouldn't want that. She had enough of the strings that were pulling her heart back and forth.
She sighed as she got up from her very pink bed and walked to the bathroom to brush her teeth.
If this was a months ago, Ran, Miki, and Suu would be arguing about who was more important. But now the mini red, blue, and green headed chara's no longer existed in her life. Although, she knew that they were here with her, watching over her, and caring for her even if she couldn't see them or talk to them again.
She walked out of the bathroom after taking a very long shower and picked up the clothes she was going to wear for school. Honestly, she didn't care what she wore. But she had to make it look like she gave it at least some effort or else her friends would worry. She had to put a fake smile on her face every day. Even if it was hurting deep inside her, She needed to keep up this façade. She didn't need her friends pity or sorrow.
Friends.
Are they even worth to be called that? Did they care that much about her to see through this crooked character she puts up for them?
She shook her head and sighed as she grabbed her backpack and left the room.
As she walked downstairs, she could hear parents mumbling about taxes and how they should sort the mail. Her little sister, Ami, was sitting in the living room playing with her half broken doll that she got for her birthday last year.
She shivered as she looked at the hairless, one-eyed doll. Her sister adored that damn doll like it was her life.
"Onee-chan gave it to me, so its special!" She would say. I admired that about her. She wouldn't look at the flaws and scars that it had but would look at the things that were most important. It's surprising that we're even siblings.
"I'm heading out now mom!" I called out as I was making my way out the door.
"Okay honey, make sure you're back before dinner!" My mom said.
The way to school was even more lonelier than it was before. With each passing day she had spent enough times alone to notice things she hadn't before. Like how you could see the grass peaking through the cracks of the broken sidewalks. Or how the leaves of the tree's around her neighborhood was beginning to turn the slightest bit of red and orange in preparation for autumn.
"Hinamori-san!" Someone called from behind her. She turned around, recognizing the blond headed boy in front of her.
"Ohaiyo, Tadase." She said with her firm static words, hoping that he wouldn't notice the melancholy tone in her voice.
"Want to walk to school together?" He had said with his 'princely' grin.
No, she thought. I don't.
"Sure," she smiled. "Why not?"
What else could she have said? She can't just reject him and be on her merry way. That would make things ten times worse.
As they make there way towards the front of the school she could her the laughter of the students and their friends all around her. She envied them. They could run around and smile so carefree, not care about the words other people say to them that insulted them.
But, then again, she was happy that she wasn't able to laugh easily and be as care free as the rest of them.
Because that who she was,
Hinamori Amu.
It's been a year since he left.
He had stopped texting her.
In all truth, she had expected this. She knew that he would eventually get tired of her. He could have any girl he wanted. Heck, he was traveling all over the world pete's sake! He had to have met someone.
Why do I care? The thought ran through her.
That was a stupid question.
Of course she knew why she cared if he goes running into another women's arms and left her.
She loved him.
And that was obvious.
It was obvious when he first left. It was obvious during the many hours of crying the first night of his departure. It was obvious through the months of heartache she had endured. And its obvious even now.
But no matter how much she hoped that he would come back to her and embrace her. She knew..
She knew that even though she could cry for days, weeks, and months, he wouldnt come back.
She knew that even if she kept sending him texts and emails, he wouldnt reply.
And most of all,
She knew that she would eventually be,
Forgotten.
A/N: So yeah. That was the first chapter to my first fanfiction. I know that was VERY short for the first chapter but trust me the chapters are gonna get longer as the story goes on. I'm gonna try to update as soon as I can, but I'm hoping to get at least 5 reviews before I post chapter 2. Thank you so much for your support and I hope you guys read and review!
Yours truly,
SilverSpark101
