Title: I write Sins, not tragedies: Proxime's story.
By: XxTHEemoVAMPIREfreakxX
Summary: Proxime's story, before the ever not famous "My Immortal", of a love forbidden, a life most tragic, and a life most brutal. But she will do anything to prove she is worthy to be accepted as a vampire and not a Vampaneze.
Rated: M, for language, Violence, and possible sexual content.
Disclaimer: Umm… I don't own it people…
Dear Readers,
Yeah, we know… no one reads "My Immortal' Cirque Du Freak, but what else do I have to do during summer that actually interests me? No one reads it, but it keeps me amused and stops me from bouncing off the friggen walls. As I usually say, should someone read this… number 1, to know Proxime… you should read "My Immortal" first though it takes place much farther in the future than right now… and number 2… no flaming. Only constructive nice criticism, because I really am not in the mood to go and prefect things I mean it's summer! I'm writing enough as it is, do I have to use exact proper grammar? Anyway, if anyone should read this, I thank ye kindly for reading… and should they review… I shall give-eth thou a cookie. It makes me feel good when I get reviews but hey… like at "My Immortal" just because someone disses my fanfic does not mean I will stop writing, or if I get no or even one review… anyway… Have a nice day people. nn
-Arra
Prologue
I suppose I've never had time o actually sit and write about my life, but considering I have nothing to do when Bryanna is not in need of me, Mikihisa is gone, and Aimee is either sleeping or off somewhere, I have nothing better to do with my time in this forlorn dungeon Bryanna calls a room. My name is Proxime Mortis Tyrannis, which means in Latin "The absolute Death of a Tyrant". I come from a hidden city on an island located in the middle of the Pacific Ocean, that people rarely ever stumble upon due to it's size and location. The island's name is "Inferni in tellus." Which is Latin for "Hell on Earth", if you could not tell already, my island from which I originated from spoke much Latin. We spoke English as well, and were very linguistic when it came to language. We enjoyed reveling in the power of knowledge, but not for women. On the island of Inferni in tellus, men were worshipped, and women were pushed aside, abused, and tortured. We were the blame for anything in society, and often were not allowed to be taught anything except to cook, clean, sew, and obedience. I believe, that was why the island was called "Hell on earth" not for men, but for women.
Moving on though, my life really has never been a happy one. Death is my shadow, love is always out of reach, and I am always controlled like the puppet I was taught to be. I'd love to cut the strings holding me one day, but I suppose if you grew up like I did you would understand why I can't simply just "cut them". See, on my island, staying there for even a month or two as a child, would scar you permanently, you would always feel a mistrust toward people, especially if that's all you knew since you were a child. Mistrust, fear, and obedience are the very first three things you learn as soon as you are born. If you do not learn them right away, no matter what age you would be hurt in numerous ways. Within my life I have lived through many traumatic experiences, which I suppose shaped me the way I am to this day. Making me skittish, and shy. Yet, I refuse to give up just as easily. I will listen, but that does not mean I will not give up my beliefs in order to please a person. I suppose that is the Vampire blood in my veins. My childhood stranded me with the desire to be alone, with the exception of those younger than me, and preferably female, which I suppose is why I "adopted" my "step daughter" Aimee, since Vampires cannot have children…………………
I shall begin at the very beginning from the very moment I took my first breath of life, or in non-metaphoric terms, the moment I was born. Awkward that I can remember to such a time, but my memory is very keen and strong. I can remember all evens, and dates, but I cannot remember years seeing as I have been around for a good majority of years and often forget was it this century this happened or that century that this happened? The date though, as I remember it, to be exact was October 20, on a very chilly and foggy evening, was where it all began…
