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Summary: Harry has a secret lover. Who is it? Please Review!

A/N: This is my first story that doesn't end happy. Let me know what you think.

My Secret Love

Harry. He's the first man I ever loved. I was never good talking with guys, but he was one that I really could talk to. He was the first guy that who seemed to really care what you think about things. He wasn't like all the other guys who asked you something and just tuned you out while thinking of a way to sleep with you. I felt like he really cared about my opinion. I would flirt a little and I think he did too.

I didn't know. The whole time he sat with us at lunch, he would include me in the conversations. I thought that he was just being nice. That's when I started to like him. I knew that he wasn't the hottest guy in school, but he was a nice guy. My best friend said that we even looked good together and that we should go out. I would change the subject whenever she said that because I was embarrassed. Whenever he came over, I would try to get him to sit next to me. On the last day of school, he asked for my phone number so that he could call me. Harry also said that his "parents" would monitor his phone calls, so he had to call when they were asleep.

Over the summer, I eagerly awaited his phone call. I thought that he would at least call me on my birthday. The phone call never came. Not even to say hello. The day of my birthday, my best friend and my family were going to go on a road trip. At the restaurant that we were going to have breakfast at, my friend pulled me aside. She asked me if I liked Harry like that, and I said no, hoping that she would say he did. Then, the worst happened. She told me that he had called her over the summer, and said that he liked her. I couldn't believe it. He seemed so interested in me, but he was in love with my best friend. She also had to ruin my birthday by saying that she liked him for a couple of weeks too, but the crush was gone.

Harry called me for the next 2 days, but I missed his calls. I couldn't call him back, because his "parents" were so strict that he couldn't talk to girls. Now school has started again and we don't have any classes together. We only see each other between first class and second class. All we do is give a wave and a "hi." I must not have been as important to him as I thought. He has lunch with my best friend, aka. the girl he likes, and I have no idea what they talk about. I'm not too scared about them going out because there is a guy that my best friend will be going out soon. I have no one. I don't know how Harry feels about my friend dating.

I wish that he would call me or ask me out. That doesn't look like it will happen, but I don't know. I can only hope. I told my best friend how I feel about Harry, and she totally understands and promises not to say anything. I enjoy every hello we give each other in the hall. Maybe something will happen in the future, but until then, the famous Harry Potter will remain my secret love, always.

The End, . . . . . or is it?

A/N: This is really something that happened to me, but I had to change it a bit to fit in the HP life. Let me know how you think the story turned out. As for who the characters are, here's the list: (Sorry, if it was confusing!)

Harry - the secret love

Hermione- could be either, but I like her better as the one who wrote this

Ginny - the one that Harry supposedly likes

You can pick any girl characters to be it, if you don't like this.